Today, I want to share to you how I become Introvert. For all those people who don't know me, I am introvert. Even my cousins and family know this. So, I just want to share to you also, my experience as introvert.
It was started when I was in elementary. When I was in elementary, I am so naughty. I am so energetic. I was in 1st grade when I am always laughed and talked loudly with my friends. I am one of the pesky students that time. I always want to go to the playground because I love to play haha. I know to myself that I enjoyed a lot when I was in 1st grade because I do have scars in my knee and until now its visible. I am always stumble when I am playing with my friends and cousin.
But when I moved in the school near our house, everything has changed. I think my world that time rotate as I didn't expected. I came from private school that time, its called Academia De San Antonio. And the name of the school I was transferred is Sinturisan Elementary School. Adjusting to a new atmosphere it so hard for me. In the first day of my 2nd grade, I didn't spoke to anyone. I am sober that time. My peskiness becomes shyness. Its like I didn't want to communicate to others because maybe they will make fun out of me. But as the days and weeks passed by I learned to cope in the atmosphere.
I missed being noisy, and pesky but I turned to become one of the smartest in the class. I am always part of the top 10 since I was in elementary. In 2nd grade, I was top 6 and when I am in 3rd grade, I become the 3rd honor. I didn't expected my ranking that time, I just giving my best to show to my parents that I can be smart like my siblings. In 6th grade, this is one of the worse part of my grade school journey. I got infected with chicken pox!. I was so depressed that time. I remembered that I am in the house for two weeks. I am absent that time. I missed a lot in schools. One of the worse part of my chicken pox journey, I got a lot of scars all over my face. Until now some of the scars are visible. My grand mother said that I must used the ointment sebo de macho. Sebo de Macho is like a greasy cream that you will put in your skin, some people said that it was came from the sheep, not sure though. But this ointment didn't cured my pock scars. This pock scars lead me to become more shy than usual. I just want always to stay in my room and listen to music. Through the time, I felt that I become more introverted person!. I was graduated with pock marks in my face, I felt so embarrassed that time.
In Middle School, Its a new atmosphere again for me because I was in the private school again. I am with my sisters in this school since 2012. I have no friends until I graduate in Junior High School. I do have some but I think its not real. My introverted phases become more stronger because when I was in Senior High School, I was shy in speaking English. I was so embarrassed when I am speaking, I felt that I am so ugly. I do have a lot of pimples that time. I don't know why, maybe because of being a teenager guy who loves to watch movie until midnight alone haha. So I was studied in International School. It was new in our town and i thought that time, I will have few classmates but I was wrong!. I do have 27 classmates that time. I don't remembered the exact but this 27 is estimated. That time, I am the guys who have always handkerchief in his face. Yeah, I know that is my act of shyness. I am always think that maybe some teacher are laughing at me and some of my class mates too. But I don't care if they laughed at that time, as long I studied hard, I know that all of my sacrificed are worth it.
This time, I am somehow overcome my introvert aspects when I joined to choir. If you don't know I love singing. I love listening to music, somehow my hearing skills developed little by little. through listening. I thought that I will be more confident in my Senior High School days but I was wrong. Until now, I am still introvert. I am in college now, and ready to graduate. I am proud to be introvert ans I will always be introvert by heart and soul!.
That's all, Thank you for reading my story!. God bless us all!.
Cheers,
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It's good to know that you have learned to cope up with being introvert. It's not easy but I admire you for that. You have come this far to and now soon we will be calling you officially a doctor :D Keep it up, Doc Alex!