Death; Question and Answer Portion

Yesterday the weather was so hot, I planned to go to our farm to take a visit and do some cleaning but I couldn't because of the hot weather plus I should take Sophia with me for the reason that no will take care of her from home. 

Because of it I couldn't think properly on what to write, so what I did was watch some videos at my facebook until I saw one of the most heartbreaking videos that I've ever seen. 

It was all about a Father who was about to die. Everyone in his family and friends were gathered to pray over him. They even let him see his 8 month old Kid to give him more strength and not surrender. It was so heartbreaking that I couldn't finish the video and cry all by myself. 

It came right into my mind that it was hard dying in front of your family. What if that could also happen to me? I never know because life is full of surprises. 

That is why I searched for some questions related to the video that I saw, so here it is..

If you died today, what regrets would you have about your life?

If I am going to die today my regrets would be that I cannot watch Sophia grow, every mother's wish that they can watch their children grow and be on their side every time they needed a mom.

If you were given an envelope with the time and date of your death inside, would you open it?

It hurts to know when to die but I can say that Maybe yes? I would like to open it, so that I could be able to prepare myself and my family, I can do things that I needed to do, I can say farewell to my family and friends, At the very least I can die without any regrets. 

How would you like to die? Comfortably in bed surrounded by family or some other way?

Maybe some other way like I would like to die comfortably in bed but not surrounded by my family, my weakness is to see them in pain because of me, so as long as I am breathing they are banned to see me, they can see me freely after my last breath. 

Death is one thing that I am afraid of, I am afraid that I might die one day leaving my family behind, but knowing that we cannot manipulate the situation, time will come that the thing I am afraid of will come, in God's time and in God's will. 

When I wrote this one I cannot deny that I had goosebumps thinking of it haha," why and why? There are a lot of topics but why this ??? " My husband asked me in a high voice, he was pissed off, one thing that pissed him off is me talking about death. 

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Good morning people here in read.cash 💚💚, thinking about my topic creeps me out haha, bakit nga ba diba? It's just that the one that I saw in a video can't get out of my head, everytime I am holding my cell phone the video of that man suddenly appears in my memory and it gives my heart a hard punch that I can't breath thinking about it. 

I was always saying that I wanted to die, everytime I encounter a situation that I cannot handle, I even had suicidal attempt but seeing someone who wanted to live for the sake of his family was dying give me a strike, it taught me a lot of lesson, I can feel the pain when I said those words to the people around me who loves me. 

That would be all for today, I hope you are all doing good as I am.. 

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Date Publised: March 31, 2022