Struggles with writing everyday @therandomrewarder

4th of February 2022

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I'm finding it difficult to write an article today, my head is basically dry and out of ideas. I sat in front of this laptop for about three hours straight, tried typing ransom nonsense on my Microsoft word yet nothing seems seems be coming through. I guess writing for about three days straight drained all the ideas I've got upstairs. Doing this is really tough, reasons I'd always ebay people like @Princessbusayo , @george_Dee, @Theblackdoll and so on. These people write everyday yet the ideas keep coming like they've got an article store at their backyard. I guess their brains are simply word differently from mine. Too many reasons to consider myself unintelligent.

Here I am complaining about how poor my writing skills are amd how I want to improve badly. Butt no mater how hard I try, I find myself in the same position, which makes me doubt whether writing is meant for me or not.

There are too many questions on my mind right now- what if writing is not for me and I'm simply forcing it, what if my brain is wired for something different and I just haven't figured it out yet, and what if life in itself is meant to be meaningless and ots our duty to find a purpose innorder to make it meaningful? Too many questions bother me but I gave no answer to none. With time I should.

I tried following the rules mentioned by @eylz2021 in her article this morning where she mentioned that you simply tap on the keyboard until something comes forth, unfortunately it was the opposite for me. I tried a d tried but nothing. A sign that my unintelligent has followed me to this platform.. lol.

Regardless of my unintelligent, I found a way around my inability to write and decided to consider it a cheat code like in video games. I decided to write about my sruggles with writing, especially the fact that I don't what to write about. I guess this approach is working because I've surprisingly written over 300 words or so without stressing myself, which proves a lot (I have no idea what this proves, I simply sound like a motivational speaker).

Regardless of whether I'm a good writer or not, I noticed that the people on thisbolatfiem are the nicest you'd ever meet. They're not judgemental or toxic, they encourage your imperfections instead, and pull you out of the trenches until you become one without flaws. I've I've opportune to meet some really wonderful people during my stay here and I'm glad I did.

Those people showed me that I don't have to perfect, neither do I have to be a professional writer before I can make eaves on read.cash. I'm glad i listened them, and here I today writing my heart out without fear of being judged because there is no judgement coming.

@TheRandomRewarder also encouraged me by saying hi to my articles, that encouragement is more more enough reasons for me to push myself until I figure out something to write. In fact, I decided I will be writing everyday in a bid to not let @TheRandomRewarder down. I'd make you proud- I promise, and you'd be glad to visit me more often.

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