July 30,2021 (Present Time)
3 days ago, I packed a bag with my phone, flashlight, some water and some sandwiches inside. Then I went to our backyard looking for a place to hide. I wanted to go somewhere else where no one is around. I grabbed a shovel and I start digging into the ground. I keep on digging the dirt until It reached to my waist. Keep digging deeper and deeper until you couldn’t see my face.
I wanna be left alone for a while, feeling like I just wanna be where no one is around at the moment. As I dug down further, the light starts to get darker until black is the only color I could see. I couldn’t even see what is in front of me.
After hours of digging, I started to worry of what it’s gonna be like down there. That is when I realized that I used to lived there. My stomach starts growling saying “hey! I’m hungry” I decided to take a rest for a while to eat what I only brought with me. I look up to see the lights are nowhere to be found, I felt safe. Then I starts to cry when I realized I couldn’t be save.
I wonder around, it was peacefully quiet. I’m loving this overwhelming feelings and I just couldn’t deny it. Vision starts to fade as I fell asleep caused from exhaustion.
I woke up to see nothing. I grab my bag to get the flashlight and then check my phone, no signal. “Finally, I am completely alone”. Grab the shovel and continue dig. As it get lower and lower, it felt so hard to breathe. Like an oxygen has been taken away from me.
I hit a solid rock and I thought I reached the end. This is what it feels like to be at lowest place on earth.
I haven’t really feeling myself and I just forcefully make myself feel fine. It was dark and It was cold down there but it was a perfect place to hide when I’m not feeling too well.
There are times that I vanished from everyone then suddenly came out of nowhere and I guess it is the right time to say this because you deserved my explanations.
See, I really want to interact and connect with everyone but please understand that I have some issues. Yeah sure, I love to make friends and talk to everyone but I sometimes feel like I don’t belong or kinda feel like different at times, I apologize. It’s not you, it’s me. LOL
Just to clarify, I’m okay, I’m doing well and I am happy. You don’t have to worry since I’ve been like this for years and it was not surprising anymore. Thank you for sticking with me through hard times and still support me in here. I’m sorry if I’m like this but I promise you, I’m trying my best.
Before publishing this Article, I tried to use a plagiarism checker to check if maybe someone had the same idea as me and I was too afraid to get plagiarized.
Here is the result:
Phew... thankfully!
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Everything will be fine soon.