Today is my victory.
I just want to celebrate my accomplishment today. I've been overcome the online game that almost ruins my life.
Almost one year, I spent my life in this game. I can't control myself. I am obsessed with this game.
Finally, I'm free to the cage where I'm trapped. I'm so happy about this good news. Even myself can't believe it.
Almost one month, I observed if I will log in to my account. I deleted those games on my phone a month ago.
Mobile Legend Bang Bang was a famous game in my communities, universities, and even my whole country.
My friends, schoolmate, relatives, my neighbor, and even my professor are playing too.
I'm addicted to this game. Sometimes I've never slept and kept playing. But in the end, I was so regretful because I got sick.
Even when I was sick, I never stop playing. I never give a chance myself to rest.
Yeah! I'm so obsessed and addicted to this game.
There are so many things that I neglected, because of this game.
I forgot that I'm a student. The piles of work that I need to comply with was waiting. My professors and teacher give me a warning.
They say, if I can't able to comply with the requirement, I must stop studying.
The Dean called me and asked what is happening. Why my professor and teacher complaining?
Why I became like this if I'm not like this before.
I lied to them. I tell that I have financial problems and I need to work as a working student.
And they give me a chance and I'm happy about it and promise myself; I will never do it again.
I'm working in the fast food chain. While studying. To fulfill my everyday needs.
Even I'm starving I keep playing. I always neglected my health and prioritize gaming. Once I started playing.
Only once a day I eating. My body became slim.
I always eat unhealthy food like noodles and sardines and I can't help myself to drunk soft drinks.
I'm so lazy to cooked, even I know how to do it. My always priority is the game, not my body and health.
I also learn to cook from my mother but I have never applied what I learn when I was addicted to this game.
Every time I have to play, I'm always happy if I won and achieve the victory.
If I'm lost, I became frustrated and stressed. I report my teammates who have low scores and who lack teamwork.
That's the cycle of my life in the world of Mobile Legend Bang Bang.
My mother doesn't know what happens to my life. While I'm here far away from my home.
I'll keep lying to my mother. To avoid anything and I'm very careful about what I'm saying.
I always tell her that my grade is good. Every time she asking about it.
I'm ashamed of myself. That is the worst thing that I've done in the entire of my life. To tell a lie to my mother.
Even my girlfriend was disappointed. She broke up with me. I've to regret everything. I fully understand her decision and I'm the one to be blamed.
The one year I've spent in this game is a big mistake I've done in my entire life.
The time that I must spend on my study and my family but I'm so crazy why I have never think like that before.
If I have thought it before, perhaps, I'm not now regretted. Maybe I'm satisfied with what I've now. But everything is out of nothing.
Today is my victory. For almost one year, right now I'm free.
I can able to relax now. Talk to my friends. Eats a healthy food. And I have enough time for my study and family.
I never open my account. I'm also planning to give it to my friend because he kept asking about my MLBB account.
I wanted to give it to him, but I can't able to recover the account. I uninstalled the game and it was connected to my Facebook account.
I forgot my password on my Facebook. That's much better. And to realize even I know the password, I must not give it to him. I don't want to make him regret it in the end.
He also wondering of what I did, to help me to stop playing MLBB. The game that made me obsessed and addicted.
I tell him about these two platforms.
It's much better to publish any articles in reading.cash and posting and make some noise in noise.cash; to earn some money.
I tell him:p
" You can't make money in MLBB. Except if you are a YouTuber, streamer, or a professional. You have only feed the developer if you keep playing to the games there's nothing can gains".
After I stop playing MLBB, I change my old self. I set a goal for a better future. I earn good money right now.
I met a new friend from another country and also in my own country. I just want to say hi to them: @Musso and @carisdaneym2.🤭
I have passed the test of my observation and survey to myself; which is 100% I didn't experience symptoms of withdrawal.
I keep busy myself and keep writing an article, to take advantage of this weekend.
I don't have still class right now, maybe on Monday it will starts.
Thank you so much for reading my articles.
The lead image was from my albums. He was my favorite and my main hero in MLBB: the Blazing Lancer Zilong. I bought it.
well done