I ate breakfast this night

I'm in pained but it's alright, a very deep and touching pain, I just got served breakfast this night and I don't think I can take it any longer.

I know you must be wondering what I mean by breakfast.

In my country, we have a lot of slang that we use to either make fun of someone or cheer the person, when someone says "last last breakfast go reach everybody hand" they actually meant everyone is going to have a heartbreak sooner or later, sound funny right, well that's just one of many slangs we use in my country, some will say "forget that your seriousy, before you chop breakfast soon (don't take love seriously, if you don't want heartbreak)

In my previous article I posted late night yesterday, when I wrote do what you love, I talked about my career and how I love the job to the extent that I slept at work last night with my friend, we worked all night till 2 am before we slept on a couch, you remember I wrote about a girl I like but I'm afraid to come straight to tell her because of one or two ejections I must have encountered in the past. Then I remembered @HappyBoy article he posted days back, about letting a girl know that you like her, so I won't be in the brother zone of her friends, well who would have thought that I will be got motivated by it.

So I decided to come straight with her, because she was kind of confused about where the conversation was leading and she wanted to know, for minutes I wanted to beat around the bush again, but I told myself not this time around, I have to make my intentions or perhaps feelings know to her so she won't have it in mind to call bro, cause that's one thing I hate when a girl that we are related start calling me bro, it's a total turn off for me. There are girls I use to like back then, but when they started calling me bro, I was slowly drifting away from them, cause I nor get joy o, lol.

When she asked where the conversation was leading to, I told her that I really like her that, the very first time I set my eyes on her, I lost my body controller, I went forward and told her, how I have been getting sleepless nights thinking about her and I may not have enough money to be able to buy her fancy stuffs and other expensive gifts and gadgets, but I won't let her lack anything, even if I have to sell my fathers land for her, I will do it, I told her that, I may not be sure about some certain things in my life, but one thing that I know for sure, is that my love for you is genuine, she sent a smile emoji and also a wow emoji and said that she really liked me too, I told her that I don't mean the normal like, I mean I'm attracted to you, I love you, she said she loved me too and she was waiting for me to say it, what took me so long "she asked" I told her that I was kind of afraid and she said are you not afraid anymore, I told her that, now I realize that she's the one that conquers my fears.

Hehehe, that's not actually how it went, lol. What really happened is that, when she asked, where is the conversation leading to, I hard to type it with my full chest that I like her, she said oh then I told her that is not normal like

She sent an emoji then I told her that I'm attracted to her and she said that she's not attracted to me.

Conclusion

It hurts me, but to be honest, I never wanted her to say she's interested in me immediately though, I just wanted her to know that I really like her so she won't put me in the brother zone, that's why I told her that I'm willing to wait for her to be interested in me, I know when we get to know each other better, she might me too cause it's not been long we met in person, though we sometimes chat on WhatsApp back then, I can understand she doesn't want to rush into a relationship. Either way, I still got served breakfast this night.

Though she has nice curves and a very beautiful voice I still believe that I love her heart and I do see past the physical body sometimes.

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25/10/2021