I Slowly Lose my Interest

Have you ever felt that you lost interest in everything that you do? Have you ever felt like it's useless to continue the things we do if we don't have any intention to do it? Right now it's happening to me, I can feel like I'm loosing interest to everything. I lose my interest in studying to the point that I take a nap during the class, I lose my interest in scrolling social media cause I found it too boring, I lose my interest in talking to people since I prefer to become quiet all day. I feel like I'm different like I'm before, usually I'm interested to talk with ladies but now I just saw them as a ordinary people, some of my friends noticed that I became more quiet but I just told them that I just realized something in life.

I realized that the things I've done before are all useless, I can feel that I'm just a dumb guy which go with the flow. Honestly, I really loves to demotivate myself, if I saw something better than me I always told myself that I'm useless. Well one of the factors according to psychology is your environment, and yes my environment really affects me. People inside the house only saw my mistakes, if I've done something good then they don't care and if I've done mistakes then you know the answer. I am motivated in everything I I before, I start having exercise, save money, enjoy the things in life but now I lose all of it.

I'm not active on socials right now, before I really love having chatmate but now I prefer that no one bothers my messenger, however no matter how I want my messenger to be silent, still the group chats of our class keeps popping notifications about activities and assignments need to do. Maybe you'll understand that I fully lose my interest but not all. In exchange of those what I give up had a great return to me. Maybe you'll notice that I'm not active here on read.cash and I only post 1 article per 2 days, that's because I was busy exploring the crypto space, not about trading and complicated stuff but I'm busy looking for free NFTs and playing NFT games. I left all the nonsense things I've done before and focus myself on earning.

I put my phone into do not disturb mode since I want to focus on playing joybot cross on Joystick.club because once the notification pops out it affects the game and became laggy. I am also monitoring new NFT game Metacock which it'd token runs at Polygon network, I won one metacock on their giveaways that's why I'm keeping myself updated about the release of the game and airdrops of their utility token. I keep away myself from socials since it's just a waste of time and I prefer to put my time in a thing that I can earn. I want to ensure that I have enough savings for my future that's why I'm grabbing every opportunity as I can.

Luckily, the value of JOY yesterday rise to the moon, my income in playing at joystick.club doubled and now a thousand JOY worth 8k which the value decreased due to sudden dip but I'm hoping that it will pump again and reach 1 dollar. I also hold a few assets like the 4 joybots I have which I own a rare one cost 10k, a common one worth 4k and the two joybots I minted was given to my two friends since they also want to play at Joystick.club. Overall I didn't lose my interest in negative side but I just left all the things that is unproductive and changed it into productive one. I'm hoping that in the near future, I'll see the fruit of my hardworks. It's important to grab every opportunity that we see but always remember that if it requires a investment then invest what you can afford lose.