@Clintbling 16 September 2020

Bitter Herbs At Loving

Happiness changed into sadness Laugher changed into tears Am talking out anger Holding my inky pen crying and dying all together I can swear I can never love again I always ask my self was I the one who messed thing up but no its not me First you a girl pregnant and I still forgave you You lied to me was I worth it Then I saw a text in phone but got mad at me I did not understand it I begged someone would think I was I was the problem I started loosing my self because of you I did not eat but sorry I sleep like a baby forgetting the troubles you have given me I don't want a shoulder to lie on I got my mama with me Even when I was young had only my mama,I would cry and she would warm me and give me tits haha Is that funny yeah it is because I don't care I stopped Caring because no one cares about me yeah I stopped because no one even thinks about me These are bitter herbs ,bitter words coming out of me Was I worth it I wish you had told me you not love me forever Now I could be in a good position I could not be hurting ,I could not have scars I wish I never knew you I could not be in a mess yeah I could I could not be writing poems of a broken seal I will mend it don't worry I Will