@Clintbling
To The Girl Who Will Love Me Someday
🖤💔 I must confess I am a bad lover And still nursing a fever of paranoia That's why My heart has a habit Of shape shifting into a rabbit each time it smells love My body too is an ice block sometimes So expect cold hugs on equally cold nights To the girl who will love me someday I'm bad at flattery My best friend says I should learn how to lie For this I keep reharsing phrases like "I'm fine" "I'm Ok" Just to be perfect when the time comes I keep memories on my lips That's why I'm a sucker for kisses I hide a lot in my skin I'm shy I like talking with the sky Because it's eyes Are the only ones that make me feel small In a good way To the girl who will love me someday I won't promise to love you back Because part of my heart belongs to poetry Neither will I promise to hold the sky for you It's full of stars and planets And that's too heavy for my arms But I promise to do this I'll paint you in beautiful metaphors Of sunsets and rainbows On days you become insecure About your stretch marks Because there's nothing poetry can't fix Ask my heart To the girl who will love me someday I suck in relationships The only one I've had long enough is with my bed The rest lasted long enough To bless me with scars and bruises I think that's why I don't fear blood anymore To the girl who will love me someday I'll hurt you just enough To make you pay for not coming around in time when I needed A heart to trust For lying in the arms of other men when wind slept in mine I just hope you don't leave The first time I'll tell you genuinely That 'I love you' I'll be drunk Because my walls always crumble down When I'm tipsy I'll be scared to look in your eyes Because the face staring back will be mine And I'm worried of seeing that face in love And vulnerable Able to break, hurt, blush And all other things love does to strong faces The day I say I love you Will mean I'm ready to watch you break me again And thus help me build my walls back again That I'm ready to let you be the only thing Keeping me in sane in a world full of sharks To the girl who will love me someday I don't know your name But I've seen your face a lot in my dreams I know you're somewhere in the he world But I don't know where we'll meet But I hope when I do You wont friend zone me Because I'll be the boy you will love someday And to me you'll be the girl I hope to love last.
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