Dearest depression
This letter comes from the deepest most darkest part of my heart
That part that is stained red
That part that is full of hatered, resentment and bitterness
That part that is bleeding but still beating
Because it's vital for me to survive this life
Thank you very much for your company
During the cold, dark and scary nights
You never left my side
Always there like a watch guard
Shared with me my sorrows
Though you were an unwelcomed visitor
You never minded
You would knock
Find me drinking my midnight coffee
Having midnight conversations by myself
Offered company
Until the wee hours of the morning
At times your presence made me shed tears
But don't get me wrong
I was not sad that you were there
They were tears of joy
That at least I got company
That am not alone
That after all one person cares
Each passing day
Our bond grew stronger
We were an inseparable couple
This made people jealous
They envied our friendship
They sort ways to kill our vibe
Destroy the beautiful thing that they saw as ugly
Was forced to take anti-depressants
The pills that were to weaken you
Make you die forever
I tried saving you
At times I never swallowed those pills
I would hide them and throw them away later
Sadly the doctor noticed
That instead of you dying
You were growing stronger each passing day
They started giving me the pills under strict supervision
I could not save you
And slowly you started fading away slowly just as you came
Popping up once in a while
When I was under extreme stress
But I must confess that
Since you left the world seems brighter
Even the moon at night no longer gives me the blank cold stare
I swear it even smiled back at me yesterday when I waved
I no longer cry, my pillow holding my tears
I do smile a lot nowadays
Nights pass unnoticed
Days are full of fun
That it's even hard for me to remember the past
Because the future seems brighter
I no longer curse love
And I rarely think about those people who never loved me back the way I did
I believe that my prince charming will one day appear out of the blues
All in all
Cheers to the sad
memories we
had together
May the drinks
bring back the
memories but
not the pain.
Your's sincerely
For-never friend
#moonlight Chronicles💫
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