July 22, 2022

Time passes and I am still in a state of confusion about what's my decision, I can not think clearly, and I had a hard time making the right decision because a lot of different ideas coming into my head but nothing I feel the right thing to achieve.

I am talking about the upcoming vacation that somehow I still have a second thought if what's the right thing to do if I come back again or find another job and all I can say is only time will tell.

Yesterday, I saw a video of one content blogger on YouTube I followed her before because she uploaded her life of being an oversea worker in Riyad Saudi Arabia until she go back to the Philippines 3 years ago.

Her life somehow can relate to many people especially those same our work as a domestic helpers. I stop watching her video since I started blogging here in noise. cash and read. cash but yesterday I accidentally drop again her channel and still, she's ongoing making everyday vlogs, and I found out that she's applying again as a domestic helper but this time in Hongkong country.

Upon reading the comments section on her blogs some of them were telling and asked why she comes up with a decision to work again abroad despite she had 3 children and the youngest was still 2 years old because according to the commenters that she was told in her previous blog that tells she doesn't want to go back abroad for she doesn't want that her youngest will be experienced the same as her 2 kids that she left before even at their young age.

However, she tried to explain to her avid followers why she decided again to work in another country one of her reason was that they have a lot of depts already that being a small blogger cant assure them because she has only a few views on her uploaded videos.

Anyhow, some of them kept on telling her why not her husband makes a way to find a job anyway a man should be the one responsible to bring food to the table.

Furthermore, she kept on insisting that her husband doesn't have the capabilities to work abroad and that she's the one who has the potential to work.

Anyway, some of her followers understand why she decides to apply again and comfort her with some words to uplift her because it's not easy to leave the family if only we have another choice not to leave but sadly we don't have.

Closing Thought

It's a hard decision to leave your family it needs a strong determination. And to those people who are lucky enough to not need to leave the family in return for work don't quickly judge others because we all have a different path to take.

I guess that's all for me today,

What's up readtizen how's everyone today,? As for me, there was a moment when I am not sure what I am doing it was hard to feel like this but still, I keep going no matter what because no one can help me, but myself.

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