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My English was weak so people used to laugh at me when I try to speak English. Whenever this happened she always stood up for me. She bashed at everyone whoever laughed at me. She was bold in her actions on the other hand I was a nerd. She was not afraid of anyone. I admire her from the day one. I always helped her in studies. I always try to be with her. I feel protected and secure with her.
Days passed, my friends were started asking me to avoid her. They thought she was just using me to get help in studies. I used to write her assignments too. I didn't know when but I started loving her. Time proved my friends wrong. Although she never expressed her feeling but it seemed she started liking me too. She was so beautiful like an angel of heaven. I always feel like I was in heaven whenever I been with her.
To confirm whether she likes me or not I asked her many times, "are we best friends now?" And she always replied, "we are more than the best friends". This thing made me full of energy and sensations. We talked a lot. We used to chat whole night.
After some weeks I decided to propose her on valentine's day. I bought a gift and a ring along with some chocolates and a bouquet. I dressed in my best clothes. Called her to meet me at the restaurant. She arrived, I gave her chocolates and bouquet and decided to give ring 💍 at the end of dinner. We talked about many things during the dinner. At the end while she was ready to go I sat down on my knees and proposed her with a ring 💍in a filmy style. She became silent like she didn't expect this from me.
She took it and put it in her bag. Remained silent during the whole drive. I asked her many times that "what happened? If you didn't like this, I'll never do it again. We'll just remain friends. Ok?" She was still confused and silent. Didn't answer my any questions. I dropped her at her gate. She went in the house without looking back for a single time. Tears rolled over my cheeks. I started rash driving. Fortunately, didn't met an accident that night.
The next day we met in the college again. She was normal like nothing happened last night. I never tried to talk about last night. But I decided to maintain a distance from her. I didn't want to lose a friend so I decided not to make that mistake again. After some days my friends started noticing that I am no more with her. She also noticed that I was ignoring her.
The examz were coming next week and she was texting me to help her in studies as well as in exam hall. I said ok. I helped her in exam hall. Even invigilator warned me two times that he will cancel my paper if I show my answers to her again. After few minutes she again whisper to her answer of the next question. I showed her but unfortunately invigilator saw us that time. He took my paper and ordered me to leave the class. I had failed in that subject.
After the exams, she wanted to get rid of me. She told her friends that I cheated on her. I didn't even think that she can do that. More than the half of my college mates thought I was characterless. When I found out that it was she who did this I went to ask her about this nonsense. Someone told me that she already left for home today. So I decided to talk her tomorrow. After the college ends, I remained in college for some research purposes. Most of the students already went home. A few were in the college including me. After the completion of my work, when I was going to home, I heard her voice from one of our classroom. I decided to go and talk to her but when I reached there I was shocked to see her with a teacher. They were doing inappropriate things in the class.
I was to enter the class but I stopped and went back home. I messaged one of my best friend and he told me that yes she had a affair with maths teacher. He also told me that he warned me many times to avoid this girl. But what can I do now ? I decided to talk to her. I wanted to tell her that I know about her affair. I wanted to ask her that why she did this to me? I wanted to ask many questions. But then I realized that she never told me that shi is in love with me. It was only me who fell in love.
Then why she didn't answer my proposal? Why she told her friends that I cheated on her? She was with me just to get benefits? So that I can do her homework. So that I can provide her help in the exam hall? These were the questions I was going to ask her. I texted her that I want meet. She said ok meet me in the restaurant tonight. I was waiting for her outside the restaurant. The parking area was about half kilometer away. I saw her parking her car. She stepped out of car. She was looking beautiful than ever. My confidence to ask her any question went down. I just wanted to leave.... Wanted to leave the college, leave the city even the country so that I can never see her again. While she walking towards me, my all thoughts just vanished and I decided to walk away.