Inspire other People
Konnichiwa minna-san, I am back again, I do hope so you all did a good day everyday, I was just busy from my work and also thinking about what article I should write for you to inspire other people and for you to give you some inspiration despite all the challenges and changes that we've had been through. You know, everytime I remember my past it makes me think that, I am the most unlucky woman that has been born with, but you know I do now realize how lucky I was despite for all the suffering that I had been through from my past. When I was sitting on the bench near to the company I'm working with, I'm mesmerized how beautiful the things that surrounds me, I realized how lucky I was to see this things and this nature, the people that makes me happy, and the things that makes me move forward, I was in a deep thought when a woman sit beside me, I don't know but I kinda pity her, she was blind, she was alone walking and don't know where to go.
I saw myself to her when I was on my teen age, but the thing that we're different is that, she was blind and I am not, she was smiling but I wasn't, she was full of courage and I am on my distressed, she was shining despite she was blind. I was looking at her, and I know she knows that I was looking and she smiled at me, that smiles that gives you relaxation, the smile that gives you courage to continue the life even the things that we couldn't possibly do but if you see her smile you know that you can do it. She asks me how things that going to my life and I answered her nice, ever since I met mamang (manang rosie) my life became so might lighter, and she was again smiling at me. And I asked her where and who is her companion but she answer me that she was alone.
She was telling me a story about her life, she was not born as a blind woman, she can see the things that's surrounds her before and she was once and used to be see the beauty of this world but she falls in love with a blind man, she falls in love with someone who cannot see, she works hard for the operation of the man she thought that could be by her side forever, she even willing to give up her own eyes for that man, and yes, you heard it right. She gave up her own eyes for the man, she donated her own eyes for the man she love, and yet after what she did, the man left her alone, and now she use to be alone, she was scared to love again. But one thing that mesmerized me about her is that how happy she is despite what happened to her, she even said that she didn't even hate the man she loves before, because she said that, if you love someone you are willing to give everything you could give without even regret, you can do everything and anything without even asking for a return. She even didn't hate the God for the things that happened to her because she was till holding to the saying that God has a plan and if God plans her to be like that then why not she said, she even smiling while telling it, you can tell that there is no hate at all in her heart. She was pretty eradicate the fear that could bring for being blindness but she doesn't care, she was carefree, I like it, I like to be like her, I like to have her positive vibes.
I wanted to pity her but honestly, it was me who should be pitied, she inspired me despite her disability, she inspired me despite all the things that happened to her, she still willing to forgive and Forget and didn't even plant a hate in her heart while I was still hating my uncle and my parents for giving me to much hardship and suffering, I even hate the God but this old woman makes me realize that it shouldn't be like that. You can hate but don't take it to much to your heart and you should also forgive as what the Lord forgave his every child. I was in the deep thought when she was looking at me even she can't see me I know she knew what is inside my heart; that's what I like for the blind people, they can tell if you are happy or not, they know that you're just pretending, they can know how much your sadness takes over you, even you said to yourself that you are happy, there is still some missing piece in your heart. Blind or not, healthy or not, we are bound to inspire each other, we are bound to give each other's hand.
You see guys, I wasn't blind yet I am blind for the things that I can see and that I can feel, I was being blind because of my hatred because of my thought that I shouldn't forgive and Forget the things that happened to me from the past, but this woman, she was blind yet she can see and she can tell. I was so focused to my distressed. I was so lame, but she inspired me, she does inspired me really,. May be this time, I am ready to forgive and Forget. Let's inspire each other, let's give each other a hand that they can reach to move forward in the life. Don't let them feel how down they are, just your bright smile and positive vibes could also be a help with them like what Ms. Donna did to me, I forgot to mention her name, I hope she still gives a wonderful aura to everyone, I wish her a very good and a healthy body
Until then, minna, I hope this blind woman gives up inspiration to keep move forward and to forgive the people that once we hate to move forward and to make us a genuinely happy. Thank you for still reading my article and I hope you get some of inspirational message here.