Oh money ,where to find you?

Have you ever experienced having an shortage of budget?Those feeling that you did'nt recieve yet your salary but nothing anymore was left?That feeling that you only able to hold it but it gone like a blink?Don't you worry ,hindi ka nag iisa haha.

Every 15th and 30th of the month ,my husband will recieved his salary .I can say that his salary is enough for our daily needs ,a little wants for the kids and a little amount for our savings but when we lend a money worth 20k pesos ,each salary of him was change.

We need to pay 4ooopesos per month and that is good for six months.See,we need to endure that 6months paying that huge amount.Oh ,my!It really makes me having a head ache budgeting my hubby's salary.

Every 15thday of the month ,I can have our groceries since I am only paying the loan every 30th of the month.

So now ,last day my hubby recieved his salary and now when I was budgeting it ,it really makes me feel weak.

Nothing was left ,we don't have budget for viand ,I only able to buy milk and vitamins for the kids and even my monthly payment for my son's service I am only paying the half of it.

My brother in-law told me last week that I will not going to give or pay his service to my son coz he went to manila to get the car of his boss and he was paid so he told me not give a 500pesos for this month but I was thinking that taking and fetch my son to school will he takes time for it ,ayaw ko namang e free lang yung pagod niya so I decided to give him but only the half amount of it.

I was thinking where to find money for our daily viand now and for my son's baon.Though my son's baon isn't a huge problem coz its okay for him na walang baon talaga ,sometimes hindi niya makakain yung baon niya.

Usually ,pinabaonan ko siya mg biscuit and yakult or other milk drink but I felt pity naman kung wala siyang baon.So now I need to find way even I am not so sure where to find money.

I am just hoping that my neighbor will pay her debt on me ,ang tagal na nun though I don't want to expect it na pero I am badly needed it now.I am just hoping na maalala niyang mag bayad huhu.

Since my hive account was not earning again so far ,read cash is my only hope for now ,this is the only way I can have money ,I don't have work and blogging is my only way to earn money.

For now ,I had only $7 on my wallet amd waited it for make $10 amd convert it ,hopefully I can earn $3 for two days coz its hard to earn here now but still I am hoping and praying to find money for our needs.

Having an empty wallet will makes us feel sick right? Haha ,It makes us to feel weak and sick kasi nga every move natin ngayon is really needed a money.

Oh money!money! Where to find you?

Beke nemem ikaw na naman maghanap sa akin haha.

And that would be all for today ,how about you ,are having this feeling too?Are you also in crisis today?

Well,thats life not all the time we are on the top ,life is like a roller coaster ride ,sometimes we are on the top and sometimes too we are in the bottom and whats important is we find ways and continue our faith.

Work hard and never surrender!

Thanks for reading and happy monday🤗