Need to rest!

Hello everyone!!!

What's up guys?I hope you are all doing great today.Maybe some of you here having a vacation ,well just enjoy and be safe always.

I am planning to have a vacation at my parents home since it is a long week-end and I am planning it so that I can have some reasons to my classmates why I can't attend our reunion at the end of april.

But I am thinking the money ,the budget as well ,I needed money for our transportation ,I had two kids and we need to seats everytime we ride a van or bus.

Plus the pasalubong(something we can bring to them)Everytime I go home I always had some pasalubong ever since when I was working.And I wante to spend money ,my shares for our viand and snacks at my parents home.

Mostly I bring $40 but now we really strughling financially and as what I always shared here that we really need money.I am thankful that there's some legit platform that I can get money.

I powerdown my hp in hive and weekly I can widthraw $10 which I used everytime we are running out of budget plus my earnings here.Its really hard honestly amd most of the time now I am unmotivated to grind.I feel so tired and unmovitated.

I want to have a vacation at my parents home coz there I can rest from doing house hold chores ,I can rest my mind thinking whats for meal.I can rest taking care of my kids coz I had my siblings who loves playing and nursing with my kids.For the laundry ,my siblings were helping on doing it .We are helping each other on doing the household chores nad never let someone who will did it alone.

But because of lack of financial ,so here I am doing the unending house chores.From cleaning to cooking and everything.So tired!!!!!

This morning ,I was doing my laundry and I was'nt able to finish it coz I feels so tired.I can't finish it quickly coz I need to stop coz I need to prepare our meals.I feel so exhausted .

Thinking that I am not only the one who stays here but I am doing all the chores ,makes me to feel exhausted.I can't see my self to them ,I honestly can't fake seeing one of my housemates doing all the house chores ,it makes me to feel guilty but them?Well,they can take it easily like they are living with a housemaid.

Sigh! If only we can have our own hous e,I will not be suffering this feelings.I am exhausted physically and emotionally.Good thing that I can express my rants here coz I feels so heavy.

Hoping soon ,I can get a chance to have a vacation at my parents home🤗

And that would be all for bow ,thanks for reading my blog .

God bless us and keep safe everyone!