Its a heartbreaking and hard to accept but we need it to accept it

Until now ,I still can't believe that we lost one of our family member,we treated each other like a big family.

Last day we learned that my cousin was dead ,he was having an accident while he is on duty .I saw some videos of him while his co workers was helping him and it makes to cry a lot ,it was so painful seeing him in that situation.

My aunt ,his mom was crying all the time ,as a mom its hard to accept it .We even cries when we learned that our kids are sick ,pano pa kaya kung mawalan tayo ng anak.

I know how broken was my auntie right now ,its really hard for her to accept this as well as his sister.

I asked my aunty if when is the dead body will arrived amd she said tomorrow and the compay shoulder all the expenses from the hospital ,everything they need.

My aunty was asking me if when I go home and told her this monday or tuesday .My son don't have classes next week and I will bring his module nalang.And my problem right now is where to get money para sa pamasahe namin and I wanted to handed them even a small amount but my husband's salary was already budgeted for our loan and allowances.

I was thinking to withdraw my hive earnings but I hesistant ti do it since it maybe the reasons why the whales did'nt giving some tips of me.So my only hope for now is this platform ,the read cash.

This morng ,seeing my notifications makes me smile kahit malungkot ako ,I saw rusty's presence on my notification and as of now ,I had $7 in my bitcoin wallet ,I hope I can have $20 before moneday or tuesday.I know its imposible but I prayed for it.

Okay back to my cousin ,he was so kind and very responsible ,at the young age he was a breadwinner to his family.When he was 16years old ,his father leave them and live with his mistress ,and thats the reason of my aunt's anxiety till now.

My cousin and aunty was living at her sister,near to my parents house (the same barangay)they stayed at my other aunty who adopted her daughter form his past partner.

After my cousin graduated form senior highschool ,he went to manila for work as a constractions worker,its not an easy job especially for him na hindi sanay sa trabaho.

After years my aunty was working in cebu city to make her forgot what her husband done to them and the planned to build theit own house beside at my other aunt.

So ayun nagpatayo sila ng bahay ,my cousin helps his mom to buold their house ,alam mo yung pagtitipid na ginawa niya para may mapadala para sa bahay nila .

Last year ,their house was fully furnished na ,and last August ,he asked his mom to stop working and he is the one who will sustain his mom and needs .

Before he died ,he sent money to his mom for the electricity installation and for nebulizer kasi malala ang ubo ng aunty ko last two weeks ago.And he sent also money for his sister allowance worth 4000pesos kasi nakapasok na ng trabaho at habang wala pang sahod ay pinadlahan niya ate niya and to his girlfriend also he sent money for allowance and sabi hindi magpapagutom sa school ,college student girlfriend and last day he was gone,and that was so hearybreaking for us.

He settle everything bago siya mawala ,ang sakit isipin no at hirap tanggapin per ganyan ang buhay eh ,hindi natin alam kailan kunin ni God mga buhay natin.

Theres a reason for everything ,maybe God wanted him to rest .Its hard to accept but we need to.

You will be forever in our hearts.

We will pray for his souls peace ,he is in the hands of God now.