I'm afraid of....

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How was everyone?I hope that everyone was doing great today .

For today's blog ,i'm gonna share the things i was afraid of...

I'm afraid of rejections

I am afraid to be rejected ,i remembered when i was working as nanny before of two kids ,I am looking for a job which has a higher salary than being a nanny ,although its hard for me to leave the kids but i need to .It take many months for to think if I will apply to another job which is a saleslay ,since I didnot finished college ,being sa saleslady was i think it fit my educational level.I am afraid to be rejected thats why it took for many months before I tried and I am so thankful because the two department store where i was applying hired me ,but I choose the one who had a higher salary.

I am afraid to be rejected when the day someone helped me to create account in read.cash ,i was thinking and afraid that what if no one will welcome me ,accept me or notice me ,what if they don't like my works i am afraid that somebody will tell me that they don't like my works.I am afraid someone will criticized my work since im not good in english language.But I face all the doubts and fears I was in my mind .Eventhough its hard as newbie but I keep writing because of someone keeps motivating me .

I am a kind of a person who think in advance .When i saw some old friends or my classmates before ,I choose not to say hi or hello to them I act like I did'nt see them ,coz i'm afraid that person will rejected me or don't mind me .But then I felt guilty about it .I should try to approach them and face my worries.

I am afraid of blood and heights

Yes ! I am afraid of blood .As a woman who experience a monthly period was a big struggle for me coz I am afraid of blood .But I don't had any choice ,i am a woman and that monthly period is a part of my life ,so I had to face it .

I remember when I gave birth to my second baby ,while I was in the delivery room ,a woman came with some nurses ,a lots of blood came out from her body ,she was also giving birth to her baby in a clinic but sad to say that her placenta was'nt came out next to her baby .I saw many blood in her.The nurse noticed my facial expressions and she said I need to calm down because my face turns pale and when she checked my blood pressure it was in high ,and my hands started shaking.I'm so thankful for that nurse who did'nt left me and she keeps comforting me.

I am afraid of heights ,I don't know why I am afraid of it .When i was a kid I used to climb coconut trees and some fruit trees .My fears of height started when we experience a strong eartquake in the place where I was working before .And that building was a 3 storey building .Together with my workmates we used the fire exit to be out of that building since we are stuck in the second floor .When we are about to go down from the stairs ,I can't move my feet and it was like shaking .My workmates started to cry coz i'm only the one who left ,so they trying to calm me down ,and I am thankful that the earquake was stopped.

I am afraid of ghost

I am afraid of ghost because of what I experienced and I believe they exist.I will not tell you the whole story because I feel scared and I feel like some ghost looking at me .Everytime I tell something or heard some stories of ghost experience I can feel my fur was rises hahaha!so I will not tell my stories about ghost ,but I will tell you that they really exist.And i am afraid of them.

I am afraid of losing someone

This is my biggest fear ,I know that all of us died ,but I don't know if I can accept or how would i accept it.

Losing someone was my biggest fears ,especially my family I can't imagine my self living with out them .My family is my life.

I am afraid if God will get me at the early young age of my kids.I am afraid that if it will happen,I am afraid that they will grow up with out a mother.What would be happen to them if Im not beside them?.Although I did'nt experienced without a mother but I know its really hard .I always prayed to our almighty God to protect us and I'm always asking him to stay longer in this world together with my family.

I am afraid to die with out fulfilling of what's my purpose in this world.

My final say

It's normal to have fears ,most of us have fears but we should have to face what fears we have and together we overcome it .Face your fears otherwise they will hold you back from reaching your dreams.There's no harm in trying ,if you are afraid now to write and publish articles here,you will not succeed if you always think your fears .Face your fears for your dreams.

All we had to do is face our fears and keep praying to our GOD coz prayer is the best weapon for any kind of battle we are facing.

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