I thought I am pregnant!

Hello my read cash fam,what's up everyone?How's everyone here?I hope you are all doing great today.

I honestly felt worried because of what I am thinking coz I am not yet ready for it because of many reasons but if ever it was happened ,we should accept it coz we are the one who made it.

Last day,I suddenly felt bad ,I was having a headache and can't undersand my self.I keep vomiting and craving something but I don't know what it is lol!

When my husband came home from his duty ,I was asking him if he remembered when was my last menstruation but he does'nt know and told me why I did'nt know it since I am the one who was having a menstruation and not him hahaha.

I honestly feel worried as I am not yet ready to get pregnant again for many reasons.

First ,I gave delivered my second son through Cs ,for sure if I will be pregnant again ,a big posibility that I will be delivered it through Cs.

Cs delivery isn't easy ,physical ,emotionally and financially.

Its not easy physically since it was an operation and it takes a month before the wound will be healed.Yhe healing process takes so long and its really hard honestly.

Emotionally its really hard as what I experienced before.I felt so useless and giving them a huge problem.If only I can delivered it normally ,it was not as big as the problem we are having.

Financially we need to prepare when having a cs operation ,we used spend 35k pesos or $648 .We need a huge amount for it even though we are on a public hospital but we still spend that amount coz in private mostly cs operation will reach 60k pesos -100k pesos.

We are struggling financial now and needed a money for our house.If ever I got pregnant again we can't able to finish our house thats why I really felt worried about it.

I was thinking to buy a pregnancy test but this morning when I woke up ,I was having a wet feeling and olah ,my monthly period come hahah,no more worries at all hihi.

Soon if I wanted to have another baby ,I make sure to prepare everything.I don't want to put my kids in a hard situation.I wanted to give them a good life .I don't wanted them to experienced a hard situation at their young age.I don't wanted them to experienced what I experienced before.

Anyway ,since I am not worried anymore ,I chatted my younger sister and invited her to visit me here .Its her day off today and she did'nt go home to our parents home ,so I invited her to come here and we will having a "lamaw" session lol.Lamaw is a young coconut meat and water and added some milk.Mostly ,they added also some biscuits and orange juice but we only have a simple lamaw.

And that would be all for today ,thanks for reading and God bless everyone.