Hey everybody. I know I haven't posted in a while but I want everybody to know that I have been very busy lately. I have just been way too exhausted to do anything else. There are a few places and a few things that I want to explore and check out but lately I've just been so tired that I just simply want nothing more to do than just simply sit home and sleep away my stress and tiredness. I'll see what I have planned and if I'm able to share anything else that's going on.
Today's new year's eve is full of winter. ❄️🌨️ For a while, there was not much snow until today until I woke up and saw that we had a snow storm last night. It was not as bad as the last one a few weeks ago where all the roads were undrivable. I stepped out just to brush the snow off of my car.
So there are a lot of concerns about my last post that showed me holding a 5-hour energy shot. The main concern was that people thought that I was drinking alcoholic shots to wake up. I looked on the bottle and I was not able to find any information that says that it does contain alcohol. Also, I have made it clear in another post that I do not like drinking alcohol at all. So if this did indeed had alcohol in it, I would have stopped drinking this many years ago. As a matter of fact I was drinking a bunch of them when I was dealing with depression. It had helped me function and staying out of bed. But I also know that drinking these daily is not good for me either, but I'm in a situation where I could feel tired all day or have something that can help wake me up. I hope I have explained this because I've already explained to everybody who thought I was drinking something alcoholic.
I was so exhausted getting out of bed this morning. If I had to drink one of these just to wake up, then I know the previous day was exhausting. But today should be much easier and there is another 4-day weekend starting tomorrow.
Today I had a chance to not only watch, but also directly talk with industrial dancer Marr Rosario. I randomly came across her YouTube channel when she was streaming live. She was doing a game where she can participate with some of her fans. She then got out discord and invited people to join her to talk to her directly. I actually never felt nervous as if I was finally getting a chance to talk to her directly. The funny thing about it is that she does not speak English and my Spanish is not that good, but I was still able to converse with her. At the end of the stream, it was hard for me to leave the discord because I was having such a good time that I had a very big stupid smile on my face by the time I left the discord. Before I left, I just couldn't help but say that I would like to be here English tutor because she mentioned that she is studying English. She didn't make it very clear to me whether she is able to pursue some additional English tutoring, whether it's with me or with some other source but regardless I still enjoyed getting to talk with someone whose videos and dancing I have admired for so long. ☣️❤️
Here is a link to the girls YouTube channel. Check it out for some good amazing dance videos: https://youtube.com/c/RohMaribel
I don't drink alcohol. 🍺
I don't smoke tobacco. 🚬
I do not partake any drugs. 💊
However I want to make it clear that I am not a PSA. It is my choice to be abstinent of such unnecessary, disgusting habits. I believe that adults should have their own decisions whether or not they want to partake of such activities. What I absolutely cannot stand is being pressured by peers to partake against the individual's wishes. Whether the individual does not partake because of religious reasons or simply because they have no interest, no one should ever try to pressure/manipulate anyone else to drink a beer or to try weed.
Both of these things have been highly pressured on me. I had been pressured to drink beer when I was 16 years old by my own uncles. I I will confess that I have tried alcohol before I was even legally allowed to drink at the age of 14. By the time I was 16, I knew that I do not want to be a drinker. I just simply hated the taste. But unfortunately, it is common for people in the culture that I had grown up to drink alcohol even at a young age.
I had also been pressured to try marijuana by my own roommates. They both have asked me multiple times to try marijuana. One of which - who does not live with me anymore - spoke to me for about an hour trying to convince me over and over to try it. But then a few days later I overheard him talking to one of his other friends that he was able to introduce marijuana to a certain group of people who are religiously abstinent from alcohol, tobacco, and drugs. I knew right then that neither of my two roommates do not care about me at all. They just want to introduce me to marijuana because it makes them feel good about themselves for introducing another person to marijuana.
I neither condemn or condone anyone else for drinking or smoking just because I don't like it. It's just simply not for me. Period.
So how was your Christmas?
Me? What Christmas? Since I don't have any family or friends I just simply went to a buffet, came back home and cleaned the house while listening to the album "in the dark morning" by the goth band Tearful Moon. If you had a good Christmas, then you should be grateful. For those of you like me without friends or family, this time of the year can be the most annoying because there is the constant reminder that you have to be with your family but unfortunately not many people are lucky enough to either have a family or have a toxic and dysfunctional family that they want nothing more than to get away from. And some people like myself, just simply does not have the Christmas spirit anymore.
And that is okay.
(Photo is courtesy of pixabay.com)
If you really want an intense film, this movie is quite a thrilling adventure about different nationalities working together to stop extremists from carrying out an attack while considering the lives of the innocent that maybe in the way of achieving their goals.
This movie is called eye in the sky. It is the last film to feature the legendary actor Alan Rickman. It even features one of his best lines in a film. The man is missed even today.
I have just watched "The Road". It is a film based on a novel that was written by the same man who wrote "No Country for Old Men". The film is about a father and a son who try to survive a post-apocalyptic world where mankind is nearly extinct and the few survivors turn to cannibalism to survive. The movie is so intense because watching it made me feel like there is no hope in surviving a horrible world like this. It is a must-watch if you have never seen it.
I love horror movies. 😈 Do you love horror movies? 👻🧛🧟
Is it just me or is @mden1 the sweetest person? 🙀
So, I really regret this post. 🤦
This is a comment that I thought it was funny because I probably have seen it on a shirt or somewhere many years ago. The phrase "pissed on" means literally being urinated on. The phrase "pissed off" means being angry at something or someone. So it just means that I would rather be angry than being urinated on.
It's supposed to be a funny comment. What I didn't take into account is that noise.cash has so many amazing, caring, friendly, and selfless people that think that there is something wrong with me and that I am under stress. I have replied to many of the comments, letting them know that I am fine. I just hope this can clear some of the air and not worry people anymore. I guess I just have to watch what I say from now on. I really love all the interaction that I have gotten ever since I came on here. Everyone here is awesome.
I'd rather be pissed off🖕😡 than pissed on🚽
I decided to take a stroll at a park where there are many lights set up. 🎄❄️☃️ I think they looking very amazing at night.
This is the Bridal Veil Falls, located in Provo Canyon during the winter. A lot of the trail unfortunately is closed due to the construction that is taking place. It is one of the many wonders that is in the state of Utah, United States.
So today I'm supposed to be starting my second job today. However, I have not heard anything back from anyone. Therefore, I thought I'd use this time to go and explore my winter state. ❄️🏔️
Here are more close-ups of the mountains that I live nearby during the winter. ❄️🏔️❄️ I have to say that they do look much better in the winter than in the summer.
This is the picture of the mountains that I tried to take a few hours ago. Notice the difference between winter and summer.
This is a photo of the mountains during the summer. (I would include what they look like during the winter but my phone camera is acting stupid again) 🤳👎
The price of Bitcoin is rising again. ↗️ I hope everyone who was worried about it dropping a few days ago can now understand that the price of currency and cryptocurrency is always rising and falling. Cryptocurrency, however, is the more trustworthy use of money than currency that is controlled by the government.
The next time cryptocurrency falls again, do not be worried. It is understandable that whatever money you have looked like it has disappeared, but it is part of what makes it valuable.
I mentioned that I don't care for Christmas, but I do enjoy the winter-themed album, Winter's Knight by the musical composers Nox Arcana. I love all of their work. They make so much beautiful music.
So the value of Bitcoin cash is going down. However, this is nothing to be worried about. It is like buying a painting that was going for 100 dollars, but was bought for 40 dollars instead. But the value of the painting can increase in value over time. If it becomes very valuable, it can be sold as much as 500 dollars. That is the reason why Bitcoin (BTC) is more expensive now than a year ago.
Even if it lost some value, Bitcoin will increase in value regardless, even if it hits several bumps along the way.
Don't lose hope. 👍
Noise.cash > Facebook
For everyone asking what this means: noise.cash is greater than Facebook.
In the month of october, I had worked at a haunted house for two weekends as a scare actor. Those two days, I realized that I found a job where I was so excited that I wish I could pursue that as a full-time career. And it also made me realize that it makes no sense to stay in a job that makes you miserable or that you're not excited for at all. The only reason why I'm in my current job is because of the health insurance that it provides and the job itself was honestly less stressful compared to the many other jobs that I have worked at in the past but it's like choosing between having your back and feet feeling very sore or just having your feet feeling very sore at the end of the day. At the end of the day, both options suck but you have to choose one in order to have a roof over your head and food on your plate. But working those two days as a scare actor had made me feel like there is a better purpose for my life and I should pursue it. It's only difficult because at the end of the day when my shift is over at my current job, all I want to do is nothing, even though I have plenty of time to learn to start an online business or get a work from home job so that I can work anywhere and travel more often.
But if anything, I'm glad I get to experience something amazing even if it was for a little bit, than to never experience it at all.
So I made a comment about someone making a death wish to me.💀 I want to make it clear that it was not intentional and that it was an accidental translation to my native English language. I made the comment because I thought it was funny.🤣 The comment was deleted and the comment above is the one that she has on my post. Please 🙏 be nice to this person. She did not mean to say mean things to me. 🥺
Looks like someone wants me dead. 😆😅 I'm actually sure that it is a translation error. I also want to point out that this person is not being mean to me. This comment was deleted and a different comment was made with better words. Please don't worry. 😊
I read this book for the third time since I first picked it up over the summer. For those who are not familiar, the book "Animal Farm" is a fictional story of farm animals that rebel against their neglectful and cruel master to establish a society of their own. What seemed to be a promising utopia for the animals turns out to be a brutal dictatorship where the animals were no better off than in human care.
I really love this book because:
1. It is really short. (97 pages according to the copy I read from) It is so surprising that a story can be told so well with so little pages.
2. The book tells a fictional story based off of the true events of Joseph Stalin and the establishment of the Soviet Union.
3. This story is so simple and easy that people who don't read books can read this with ease rather than be bored reading the entire history of the actual formation of the Soviet Union.
4. Not only does the story share similarities with the Soviet Union, but also with countries that established dictatorships after the novel was released such as North Korea, Venezuela, and Cuba.
The most important reason why I love this book is because it shows what happens when you give too much power to a governing body. Sorry if I get too political with this statement, but this book gives me another reason why I will NEVER vote Democrat in America.
If you want "dryer balls", you can buy more if your balls aren't dry enough. 😆😜
With an emoji, show what you are afraid of. If you don't have access to emojis, you can type it out.
Mine: 💍🤵👰
With an emoji of a flag, show what country you are from.
Mine: 🇺🇲
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