@CarnessialOnNoiseApp
So how was your Christmas? Me? What Christmas? Since I don't have any family or friends I just simply went to a buffet, came back home and cleaned the house while listening to the album "in the dark morning" by the goth band Tearful Moon. If you had a good Christmas, then you should be grateful. For those of you like me without friends or family, this time of the year can be the most annoying because there is the constant reminder that you have to be with your family but unfortunately not many people are lucky enough to either have a family or have a toxic and dysfunctional family that they want nothing more than to get away from. And some people like myself, just simply does not have the Christmas spirit anymore. And that is okay. (Photo is courtesy of pixabay.com)
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As long as you are happy, you don't care if I were you I would have forgotten everything that bothers me, I know your point of view and I will not discuss it with you again, you are the one who can make himself happy, stay calm and cheerful and don't care about anything,
I am. You won't believe how much I am actually looking forward to this week now. I feel that my purpose is to make sure that I at least have one post per day on noise.cash. but to have something to post about I actually have to be doing something interesting each day or at least have something interesting to say each day. There are many things that I would like to say and do. I really look forward to sharing them with you and everybody, especially you, you amazing person ❤️☺️
We are waiting for you my friend,
hi caro i think you are sleeping now i just wanted to tell you i'm going to sleep in a little while i have to say good night take care of yourself lavi loves you always
Hey Lavi. When you send this message, I was still working. I did not get out until 2 hours after you sent this message. It was an absolutely exhausting day. The job is really tough because another employee was mostly just standing around not doing nothing, even some of the team leads did not try hard enough to get the guy to focus on the job. If the guy was more helpful, I'll probably won't be feeling this tired today. Which is why I'm just not going to work today. I have told you before I have no patience with stupid people because if I had the chance I probably would have yelled at him or cursed him out. The only enjoyment I got from yesterday was talking English to some women who do not speak English. I'd said a lot of nonsensical things while the women looked at me with a smile and just nod their heads. 😝 This morning my roommate walked into the living room where I was enjoying a little breakfast and was going to ask me for a favor but I reminded him of the times when he woke me up while I was sleeping and he told me that he didn't think it's a big deal before leaving. I now know that he only cares about me so that he can get favors from me. But I will say that it might lead to bigger problems if he is going to continue to ask me for favors and if I keep saying no he will probably get really upset to the point that might lead to a violent confrontation. I really do not want him in this house anymore. I really wish that I can have the other housemates back. They were nowhere near this loud and obnoxious as my current roommate.
You seem to continue to be naughty and quarrelsome, leave him alone, can you live alone, that would be better, you are funny what you said to the women in English I imagine the situation seems funny well, rest and relax when you can and talk when you are able, the important thing is that I received a message from you, quarrel, I don't know if he will translate it right, The weather is bad it's strong wind haha today you made me fly on the way to school it's not really an exaggeration I flew and made me suffocate and I can't breathe that was funny too🌹🌹🌹🌹💖💖💖💖💖
I laughed so hard when you said that I was naughty and quarrelsome. If I was able to live alone, I would have done that a very long time ago. It's just way too expensive to get an apartment just for myself. I was just thinking of the message that I sent you and I realized that I have gotten more angry only because of the stressful day that I had. But I don't think that day was too bad because I was able to make the best of it. I am learning so much from a good friend and a good book. I saw that in your post it was very windy over there, but I'm hoping that it's windy and not cold because cold with wind is very terrible and it makes the day much more freezing. I saw that you got like a few days off as well so I hope you enjoy that.
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Yes, dear, a weekly holiday in Syria, Friday and Saturday, by the way, I always like to laugh, do you understand, brash, did you translate right? I mean, you love problems, haha, I love you so much
I guess I seem to attract problems a lot. 😈 But here is a philosophy that I thought about when it comes to what is going on in the world: it is much better to prepare for a dystopia than hope for a Utopia. I feel that things are going to get much worse to the point where people are going to start losing their humanity in order to survive. I'm even going to purchase another gun or two so that I can be well protected all the time. I don't know how you feel about me owning weaponry because I know that in your country, the bad people are terrorizing others with their own weapons. But the example of what's going on with the country of Ukraine, there are people who are not soldiers but are taking up arms in order to defend their country from the invaders. As much as I wish that there should be no more conflicts, I accept that there will always be some type of warfare and fighting going on because it is part of human nature and human history. What makes life so beautiful is enjoying the good moments. And what makes death so beautiful is no longer having to put up with bad moments.
I don't like guns, and I don't like it to be a way of life. Beware of doing something stupid because angry people like you may commit stupidity. Would you like to be a killer?
Yes, what you are referring to is called trigger control. It is something that all gun owners should be responsible for: the ability to not let emotions come to immediate violence. The most important thing is about being a gun owner is not to go and seek problems, but to have a source of protection from people that seek to hurt and kill others. I understand that you don't like guns but I still love you anyways. I also understand that you are afraid because I have anger issues that I'm going to do something stupid that I will either get myself in trouble or get myself killed. The other reason why I also want to get different gun is to get a rifle to learn to hunt. The gun that I have right now is only meant for home defense and for target practicing. I'm not sure how you feel about that as well but the fact that food is starting to get more expensive, I'm looking for alternatives that can help in case if I'm not able to feed myself.