@CarnessialOnNoiseApp 10 December 2021

In the month of october, I had worked at a haunted house for two weekends as a scare actor. Those two days, I realized that I found a job where I was so excited that I wish I could pursue that as a full-time career. And it also made me realize that it makes no sense to stay in a job that makes you miserable or that you're not excited for at all. The only reason why I'm in my current job is because of the health insurance that it provides and the job itself was honestly less stressful compared to the many other jobs that I have worked at in the past but it's like choosing between having your back and feet feeling very sore or just having your feet feeling very sore at the end of the day. At the end of the day, both options suck but you have to choose one in order to have a roof over your head and food on your plate. But working those two days as a scare actor had made me feel like there is a better purpose for my life and I should pursue it. It's only difficult because at the end of the day when my shift is over at my current job, all I want to do is nothing, even though I have plenty of time to learn to start an online business or get a work from home job so that I can work anywhere and travel more often. But if anything, I'm glad I get to experience something amazing even if it was for a little bit, than to never experience it at all.