Feeling of Emptiness

It's been a few days that I am feeling strange? unusual?.. I don't know how to really describe it. Things have been tough for me. I lost my job. I have two kids. These two are my life. Maybe without them. I don't know where I am going. I've been trying my best to cope with the life is offering nowadays, but it's so hard to stay strong. It's difficult to say "I'm ok." when you are not.

On top of that I have some health conditions to take into consideration as well. I am a very lucky woman indeed, right?But who I am to ask God what His plans are. I know He won't give all these trials just to make me weaker. I am still hopeful that one day, everything will be ok... Just keep moving.. keeping living.. at least try to live everyday. I know somehow, someday everything is gonna be all right.