The moment we first obtrude our deafening long load cry, Malifescent, Hades, Joker, and all antagonist you've known were already in your system ready to embrace you with probations wide open arms. In every amble of our regimen there comes those greedy, plastic, manipulator, deceitful, and angelic-devil creatures which we always thought as a barricade in our living, for they do nothing but gave us encephalitides. But we never knew that they really are part of this crucial world, they have roles exclusively just for them to take upon oneself, which is to stoke and stoke us 'til we bacame chilli red and feel the fumes coming out from our ear. As to those novels and movies which won't work without vengeance and fight, others also apply those just for their hatreds content. We're already in mellenials, we knew the word "enemy", surely, who doesn't, even a child knew this, for this is how others see somebody who can't go by with their temperament and give them a head cracking problems. Some other people even curse them silently in their minds whenever their trail crosses, glaring them with daggers, and die hard hatch them like those louse. Funny how we do " the moves" just to suppress our feelings, but they weren't our enemy, forebode for they're not our real enemy!
We are all experiencing different challenges in life, especially now with this pandemic we have. Difficulties regarding family and relative matters, love matters, friends, daily needs, online classes, paper works, jobless, poverty, illnesses, societal issues, workloads, especially the gossip-people, the crab-mentality people and so may more, making us feel we've been through a lot lately. Some of us might feel all the sentiments an individual should feel, hatred, betrayal, dispiritedness, exhaustion and resentment. Every individual being have different ways of conquering these all, may it be in positive way or negative way. With so much frustations we feel, sometimes we're not thinking first before we act, we drink, we sulk in a corner, we became tigers, we growl and see other people related to our problems as our enemy who does nothing but to do things that will make us down. We are so engrossed of our own thoughts that we aren't looking at the brighter side of the problems we have, we only think of the burdens we have inside and the thought that we are the most unfortunate one, disregarding the thought that we aren't alone, that there are people who still believe and hope in us, the we have Him amd we need to fight back and keep on moving forward. It's hard when we do not have someone to share our problems and supplications, when we feel like having a nervous breakdown whenever the challeged has empowered us, then freakish thought came flashing on our mind telling what if like this will happen, what if like that. Due to all the grievances we had, we forget to stand on our own bare feet and show the world we can surpass these things, instead we feel downgraded where thinking of inappropriate acts came rushing through our minds making us commit a sin we shouldn't do.
Sometimes we feel like giving up, we feel so withered and vulnerable that we ended up crying secretly for we are so tired already, for we feel like we are carrying the world on our incapable shoulder. We feel like those people who give spices in our life is our enemy, but we are wrong, those people were just there to temp our self-control to protrude the hidden serpent inside us, to challenge us and let us learn something new. We don't let our fqeebleness take us to our own downfall, everything now is treacherous, even ourselves. Don't let your emotions rule over and consume you, you need to fight, and you did that's why you're still alive reading this. You need to fight against your sluggishness, sorrow, grudges, and exasperations because you are the only one who can lighten the sorroundings in the dark alley you're in, we may have someone beside us to guide us, but still you are the only one to decide where path you will be. Then by those you can decipher something, that you are fighting against yourself. That for all those experiences you had in life, there's no other enemy you are opposing with, but yourself, your greatest enemy. We only have one real enemy, and that is ourself . I am my enemy!
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Indeed, we're just fighting against our own thoughts