Sad thoughts

A billion things go through my mind

Atimes I wonder how I keep track of it all

It's a bright darkness

Looking at alot of things but I see nothing at all

A mind filled with alot of things but there is nothing at all

What can weigh a ton and still be as light as air

I need a sense of direction

But in every direction is the same confusion

I want to liberate myself

Yet I move forward, deep in the trenches of my thoughts

I amuse myself

Can't stop to wonder why emptiness full my thoughts

I restrain myself to this emptiness

I refrain from all joy and happiness

How can I heal myself when am in love with this

It cuts way deep, but then I can only treat myself then subject myself to it all over again

SAD THOUGHTS...