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@BreadChamp 3 November 2021

OMG! Thank you @Mickey.med for the sponsorship. You made my Wednesday! It's been a long time since the last time I received a 'new sponsor' notification. God bless you! Saranghae❣

@BreadChamp 3 November 2021

Samgyup, I want ! `Wednesday, Nov 3 ❣` ***Annyeongggg! Annyeongggg gabie! :D I hope that you're having a great day this Wednesday, my lovely friends!*** My day was great but tonight I am so down when I saw my scorecard in red, which means that my survey score is low. I receive one response and I am so unfortunate because it's a '**NO**'. I messaged my supervisor right away about this for her to investigate the account. She saw my message and she did not respond. I feel bad because this will drag our team's performance. I just hope that I can make a bawi, I am hoping to receive more '**YES**'s. My body and mind is fully charged pa naman sana kanina after I woke up from my heavy nap but all my energy went gone in an instant. Pain. Sumikip dibdib ko habang pinagmamasdan yung score ko. Sino ba namang matutuwa diba? Hays, let's move on nalang self and wag magpa-stress masyado. Babawi tayo. :) ***Even if I fail this week, I still deserve to eat and treat myself right?*** I have to cheer myself up instead of giving myself a punishment. Deserve ko pa din kumain ng masarap. Diba? Diba? Haha, please say 'yes'. Speaking of masarap, isa lang pumasok sa isip ko. Alam mo na kung ano yan haha. Yes, I want to eat "***SAMGYUPSAL***" baby. *In Korea, the word samgyeop-sal, meaning "pork belly", often refers to samgyeop-sal-gui (grilled pork belly), in the same way that the word galbi, meaning "ribs", often refers to galbi-gui (grilled beef ribs). Gui refers to roasted, baked, or grilled dishes.* *source* https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Samgyeopsal#:~:text=In%20Korea%2C%20the%20word%20samgyeop,%2C%20baked%2C%20or%20grilled%20dishes. The last time I ate samgyup was when @Mommykim, @Missjo, and I went on a date. Char, laysho! It was last September 9 when we eat together, talk a lot about our life together and laugh out so hard together like we know each other for a long time. I love to eat samgyup even if I don't know how to use a chopsticks lol. Kaya naman, tini-tinidor ko nalang haha kawawang bata. Kaway kaway sa hindi rin marunong out there, damayan niyo ako haha. Sinusubukan ko naman eh, kasi di talaga, ayaw mag cooperate ng mga daliri ko. Hahaha **OMG**! I am so excited right now. After eating Samgyup, I want to buy either a Wintermelon or a Dark Chocolate flavored milktea. Bubusugin ko sarili ko this payday. Di baling bagsak basta busog, ganern! ***I am now seeing myself inside a restaurant grilling some beef and pork. Hmmmm, smells good and yummy!*** I am just daydreaming. ***I can't eat Samyup*** pala because I am not vaccinated. Iyak! Huhu. Pahiram ako ng vaccine card. *That's all for tonight awesome souls. Mahal ko kayo ❣* *Thank you for reading! God bless!*

@BreadChamp 3 November 2021

Let's try this prompt. Tue, Nov 2 ❣ Image source https://depositphotos.com/182225582/stock-photo-letters-dices.html **#ChoosedayTuesday** Today I will choose four (4) random words to discuss. I get this idea from @mommykim.  She posted 1 week ago about random words that were initiated by @immaryandmerry. I saved her article for future purposes. Most of the days I run out of topics to write about and I am so glad that there are tons of prompts made by other writers where I can participate. If you want to try this too, just open this link here. https://randomwordgenerator.com/ Here are the words generated by the system. ALARM Image source https://www.kindpng.com/imgv/ixmmohi_waking-up-alarm-clock-cartoon-clipart-png-download/ I can't go to bed without checking my alarms first. I always set up 3 buzzers before my shift with 5 minutes intervals. ( 3:45, 3:50, and 3:55 ) A single alarm is not enough for me because there was this one time I get up so late for work. I set up 30 minutes before my log-in time alarm. It rang but I turned it off the moment I heard its noisy buzz. I said "*hmmm 5 minutes more*" and did not get up yet. I was so confident that I won't be late because I was WFH at that time already. But what happened was HAHAHAHAHA, I woke up so late and my supervisor flooded my messenger with questions about why and where am I and why am still not in the queue. I was so nervous at that time. I want to lie that I have a network issue for me not to be scolded for my negligence lol but I ended up telling her the truth. The truth will set you free ika nga nila, so let's be honest nalang para malinis ang konsensya. :D RELATIONSHIP Image source https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/soloish/wp/2017/08/24/i-actually-want-to-be-the-third-wheel-in-my-friends-relationships-heres-why/?outputType=amp Relationship between the two people? Like lovers? Well, I am so single for years now so I can't relate lol. But I am inlove right now. I am so in love with myself. **We cannot give what we do not have kaya naman let's love ourselves first before we give love to someone else**. Okay? Let's stay single muna, charottt nandadamay lang po ako haha. For those who have partners out there, sana all! Stay strong kayo, stay strong lang din kaming walang mga jowa! DRIVE Image source https://www.mckibbenpowersportslakeplacid.com/blog/long-distance-motorcycle-riding--17423 **I love driving! How about you? Do you drive? Are good at it?** I can't drive four wheels but I can drive a motorcycle so well. I started to learn driving last January 2015. Sa sobrang galing ko, nabangga na ako ng isang beses at nadala sa hospital. Oh diba, ang galing! Hahaha. I was loaded with beers that night it happened. My ex warned me that time not to drive but I am so hard-headed. I love to drive when I am loaded with alcohol because it feels like I am flying when I am driving lol. But wag ako, nakauwi pa ako sa bahay kahit naaksidente na ako haha pero nagising ako sa hospital. Magic! LISTEN ***"LISTEN, LOOK AND LISTEN AND LEARN"***, that is what comes inside my head right away lol. This line is from one of the most viral funny interviews in Raffy Tulfo in Action. I visited the original clip and I can't help my self but giggle at it. This case interview is supposed to be a serious one but turned out to be funny. But seriously, back to the word above. When was the last time you shared your story and remember someone listening to all your dramas in life? How does it feel that someone is willing to listen to you over and over again? As for me, in my own experience, I feel so valued and loved when I experience having someone to talk to. Even if I have the same issue to tell, that person is always there and is willing to listen. I am so blessed to have them in my life. I will be forever thankful for what they have done for me. I value them as much as they value me as their special friend. `I started writing this last night but I run out of time but thank God I finally made it, yeyyy!` `I don't know if I made it right but I just write what comes in my head and go go go na agad lol.` ***Thank you for reading!*** ***Have a blessed day, awesome souls! Sarangahe ❣***

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@BreadChamp 1 November 2021

Dating my brother. Mon, Nov 1 👻 I love youuuu all my awesome sponsors! Thank you for always supporting me and my work. You're the best! ❣ Time check: 4:00 pm here on my end. How about on your end? Also, how's your day so far? How are you? I hope you're good. Because I? I am doing great so far. I am not looking at myself in my four-cornered room because it won't help me and my problems. The more I lock myself up and distance myself from people, the more I will feel sad and lonely. I finally encouraged myself to go out and make fun and laugh all my wearies. Going out really helped me. That is why today, I will be sharing with you one of my quality time with my family. Spending time with them is super great pala. I also think that maybe I was so problematic for days because I let myself go with it, letting myself be drowned with all the negativities without doing anything. For those who are struggling and battling with so much pressure and all, allow yourself to breathe and take things slowly. Going back, I will share with you one of the great times I spent with my family. **Saturdate with my Junior brotha!** He's five years younger than me. He's in his first year of college now and is always asking for help with his loads of modules. We're close and open to each other as siblings. He's a combination of the serious and funny type of guy. I invited him to come with me to have some milktea. I posted our time together in noise.cash last Saturday. I was so bored at that time so I borrowed my Kuya's motorcycle and bring my lil bro with me. We're both so excited because we both love milktea. We went to ***Eddie's Cafe*** and there we ordered two large milkteas. While waiting, we took selfies with the bistro as the background. What my siblings like when we're out together is "picture taking". They're the ones killing my phone's battery life lol. One take is not enough for them. I always end up taking pictures of them in almost an hour or more with their weird, serious, epic, and funny looks. ***At Eddie's Cafe:*** What we ordered is for take-out. We got out orders and went to Pantalan sa Tabogon. We love going there because of the amazing view and calming waves from the sea. We took some pictures again there and I chuckled when I heard some group of young girls saying "Oh my! Why is she dating a young boy? She's old to date that young boy. Am I a right girls?" then I caught them laughing at me. I just stared at them and laughed too and said to my mind "Haha, kapatid ko 'to uy!" I can't tell them because they're not that near to us. So we just continue taking pictures. Not only did we take selfies that time but we talked a lot about his studies and of how was school and the teachers. I shared with him also my old photos way back in high school and we both laughed at what we've seen. He cant believe that it was me in the picture. Even I hurt my stomach from laughing so hard. I want to share it with you too but I don't want you to hurt your stomach lol. I will show you our photos that day instead. Here we are! LOL! `I don't know how to pose lol. Why do I look so ugly haha charroottt di ka naman talaga pretty ghurl!` And that's all for today lovely read-friends! Muah! ***Thank you for reading!*** I love you all from the bottom of my heart. Let's start this month with positivity. There's so much in life to enjoy. Let's make this November a wonderful one. ***1. 2. 3... Smile! I am taking a selfie of you before ending this blog. Saranghae! 💗***

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@BreadChamp 30 October 2021

Video Call Sat, Oct 31 ❣ Lead image https://www.shutterstock.com/image-photo/ghost-girl-long-hair-vintage-dress-1093485926 A few hours ago, this pretty Dolly known as  @Theblackdoll who is extremely fond of writing spooky stories posted a short notice about her Halloween contest. I found out that today is the last day to submit an entry to qualify and get a chance to be one of the winners. I said in the comment section that I wanna join too but is too afraid not to meet the rules. I might not reach the required number of words to write. I honestly am bad at writing stories in the full English version lol. Nonetheless, I am so excited to try so I opened the link attached to check the rules to follow. I have read some spooky stories from other writers too and it convinced me to write my own as well. Dolly encouraged me to give it a shot. Also, last two weeks ago, my gorgeous sissy @JRamona20 requested to share my horrifying experience. A short draft was left in my notes. She asked me to write mine after I read and noted her article about "Stranger Things Exist!" So why not give it a try and let's see if my brain can handle it. I am pretty good at sharing my stories verbally using my Bisaya dialect. We can talk overnight if you want lol. But if you will ask me to share it in English then buy me a case of RH beer! LOL! ***Alright! Fasten your seatbelt because you might be puzzled. Not because of the story but because of my choice of words that will surely be confusing to comprehend, haha. So please bare with me.*** ****August 11,**** ****2020**** Tuesday afternoon, I went to my bestfriend's place. It was our day off from work. I guess there's a birthday celebration at that time and she invited me in advance to come. I arrived at their place and the area was filled with a lot of people. Most of them are their relatives. Well, I am not surprised anymore because we're friends for years and they always have a lot of visitors every time they held a celebration. I had my lunch with her and the rest of the family members and I enjoyed their food and also our unending chitchats about work, love life, and all. I am so close to them and so they are to me. They treated me like a family. Around 4:30 pm, I and my best friend decided to go out for a walk. Her sister Janice joined us. We stayed outside to breathe some fresh air. We talked a lot about many things and we never notice that it's getting dark. So, I drove them back to their place. By the way, there house is quite far from the main road. And she lives near the hospital which is not fully constructed yet that time. Image source https://www.shutterstock.com/search/creepy+street+light Thirty steps away from the hospital, there is a single Solar Lamp. The light it generated that night is not that bright so we have to use a flashlight. I parked my motorcycle there because I can't carry both of them anymore if I drive through the hilly and bumpy road. Image source https://www.shutterstock.com/search/creepy+street+light From the lamp post, we have to walk 4 minutes before we can reach their house. The area is undulating. Once we passed through the Solar Lamp, we have to walk through a grassy path. You can feel the bend leaves touching your skin everytime the wind blows.There are also a lot of chico trees along the way which makes the road even darker. We used our phone's torch to light our way through their house. We're talking and laughing while passing through until we reach their home, finally. We're all catching our breath lol. I stayed inside for 5 minutes and then I bid goodbye to her and her parents. There are no visitors left outside. All of them are gone. I opened my phone. It's almost 8 pm. I turned on my flashlight and started walking. It's so quiet. All I could feel that night was the cold breeze. I can really feel the cold wind touching my belly since I wore a red crop top but with sleeves. I can also feel the bend leaves from the Chico tree touching my head like it's combing the strands of my hair. Image source https://m.imgur.com/gallery/DEGIwUk/comment/938117105 No lights. No houses, just trees, and tall grasses. I am not afraid to walk alone because I've been there a thousand times, and I always go home late every time I visit her. I reached the post where I parked the motorcycle. I was about to go when suddenly I feel like I want to pee and I can't hold it. So what I did was, I sat down and **splashhhh** lol. It only took less than a minute and I'm done. I was afraid that someone might pass by and see my booty! Lol. I was about to go but someone is calling. It was Chinggu who phoned me that time. It was a video call via messenger. I answered the call and started to operate. I couldn't start it and I was really trying. I checked if I ran out of gas but it's half full. While trying my best to make it work, he asked me who's at my back. I thought he was joking so I told him ***"Duh! It's my boyfriend, can't you see?"*** But he replied ***"Nonono,Oh I see her, it's Glyness!"*** then he laughed. I thought again that he was joking around but he asked again why she was still with me. He also said ***"I thought you're going home, why is she still with you?*** I disregard what he was asking because I really thought that he's just messing with me. Then there, the engine turned on. Finally! I was stuck in there for 5 minutes. While driving slowly in a bumby road, I placed my phone in my left hand so that he could still see me. He keeps on talking and is asking over and over again. I don't mind him and keep on driving. But I was horrify when he told me ***" Who's she? I thought she is Glyness. Who's with you?"*** I sense that he's being serious this time. I can't see my face clearly through my phone because the place is still shady, so I stopped near the hospital to get some light to check if what he was babbling about. I looked closely through my phone screen. And guess what I saw, jusmeyo! There's a girl behind me. She is there. She's wearing white. I was about to feel scared but it was funny because she's wearing a mask. Is she infected with COVID? Seriously, how come she's wearing that if she's a ghost or what? Looking at her eyes, I could say that she's pretty. She has beautiful eyes. I can not tell who she is. She's very unfamiliar. I never met her before. After I saw her face, our video suddenly got disconnected. I tried to call him back when I reached the main road but he did not pick up my call. I called back three times I guess but he never answered it. I kept it to myself until I reach home . I don't want to share it with my family because I am sure they can't sleep once they knew about what happened. I discussed it with him the next morning and he told me that he fell asleep after the call and got a nightmare. We're both confused about who she might be. We both have no any idea. He also told me that morning that while I was driving, that girl behind my back is holding my phone and the only person he could see is her. I still have goosebumps now. How come she's holding it? I was holding my phone the whole time! What the ferrrckk! After the incident, I have a lot of questions running inside my head. #Halloweencontest2021 ***Lesson learned:*** `Don't answer a video call in the shady place. Charroottt! I don't know what exactly is the lesson to be learned from my experience. Maybe we have to go home early next time or if it's already dark, ask someone to escort you.` ***I don't know as well if you understand what I meant in the story huhu. But thank you for reading it until the end. I told you, I am not good at it but I tried my best and I know it's not good enough. Maybe I will ask for some help from you guys on how to improve my writing skills.*** ***Thank you so much once again, awesome souls!*** ***Saranghae***!

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@BreadChamp 30 October 2021

ELEVEN `Sat, Oct 30 ❣` *Kumusta na kayo? Na miss niyo ba ako? Hihi charot lang! I miss you all. I really do. I hope that you're having a great day!* I was out for 11 days. I know you knew it naman hihi. I checked my last article and it was about Lando lol. Dahil kay Lando nahinto ako, joke lang. In 11 days, RR never visited me too. Bakit naman ako bibisitahin diba? Di na ako active sa account ko eh. I was able to read some articles last week. I renewed the sponsorship for my sponsored writers. And some of my sponsors renewed their sponsorship too even though they knew that I am not active anymore. They continue to support me and I am so thankful for it. I am so blessed to have you guys. You trusted me since day 1 although I can't give you satisfying content. So what happened in ELEVEN days? `Tuesday, Oct 19` I began to feel alone again though I was with my family. I don't know why. I never go out of my room after work. Tulog nalang ako ng tulog pero pagod parin pagka gising. `Wednesday, Oct 20` The same feeling, I don't feel like going out. All I want is to sleep. My routine went like a work-eat-sleep cycle. I don't feel like eating sometimes. So I decided to go to the city and stay with my roomies, hoping that I will feel better away from home. `Oct 20-25` I stayed with my roomies for a couple of days. With them, I feel alive again. I laughed and talked a lot again. Missjo, Chinggu, and I work in the same company. We became friends and close to each other unexpectedly. I thanked them for letting me stay with them. I want to share with them what I feel that time but I tried not because I might influence them with my negativity. So what I did instead is the other way around. I let them influence me with good vibes. They are two of my precious gems in life that I don't want to lose. I want to keep them for the rest of my life. `Monday, October 25` Payday, yey! Bills, bills, bills are waving to us again. But laban lang. So long as we can pay for it, it's okay. Bills sometimes are the reason why we still work hard. Most of the time I force myself to work just to earn more. I rendered overtimes even I feel so sleepy. I wake up so early even I don't feel like working anymore. I always tried my best just to earn. I know it's unhealthy but I have no choice, I have a family to feed. Kaya fight lang! Pag di ko na kaya, Lord ipasundo mo na ako haha. Juskopo! Laban breadwinners! So much for that. Let's move on hihi. So, on that day, we went to SM Mabolo for lunch. I bought some groceries for my family since I am going home again. MissJo posted our photo during lunch in noise.cash. *(Sorry bii nang screenshot ko sa imo post hihi, labyu!)* `Tuesday, October 26` I slept for 8 hrs but woke up tired. Whyyyyy? It feels like my mind never had a true rest. Pero bangon parin, di uso ang mahabang pahinga sa akin lol. I finished my long and tedious shift. Easy! Charot! `Tuesday, October 27` This day was my youngest brother's 11th birthday. He was very thankful that I brought him to the milktea shop, lol. He was so happy! He's jumping with a wide smile on his face the moment I told him that I will bring him there and will take pictures of him for his special day. Here are some of the photos we had: `Wednesday, October 28-29` I got bored and did general cleaning at home. Sinipag ang ate nyong maglinis lol. Nanay helped me and inabot kami ng hapon sa paglilinis. And you know what happened after that? I caught fever and colds. *(Gihilantan si manang! Lol!)* But I am okay now. `Todayyyy, October 30 ❣` Sinaniban ako ng ispiritu ng kasipagan at bigla nalang akong nagsulat ng article. Nagparamdam yung namatay kong kasipagan. Nawa'y magtuloy-tuloy na to. I have customers over the phone while writing this. Wew, multi-tasking yarn? Sana di ma DSAT *(NO survey response).* I am so sorry for all this nonsense read-friends. Wala talaga akong magandang naibibigay na content sa inyo, sorry. But thank you for reading this until the end. Sana nabigyan ko ng hustiya yung "**ELEVEN**" na title. *Thank you for your time, beautiful people. You always amaze me with your constant support. I appreciate your time reaching this part, hitting likes, giving upvotes, and leaving comments. Saranghae! ❣* Lastly, a big shout out to these amazing writers: Kamsahamnidaaa ate @Bloghound@Eylz2021 and sir @scottcbusiness for renewing your sponsorship. You're the best! ❣ May God bless us all ❣

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@BreadChamp 22 October 2021

This is super late na but I still love to say thankyouuuu to you ate @Pichi28 for renewing your sponsorship. God bless you po. Saranghae 💗

@BreadChamp 19 October 2021

Annyeonggg, dear Cocola ! Thankyouuuu for your continuous support. You're the best! Saranghae, @CoquiCoin ❣️

@BreadChamp 18 October 2021

Lando. (Part II) Mon, Oct 18 ❣ ***Annyeongggg awesome people! Happy Monday!*** `I love Mondays because it's always my rest day, yey! I feel so productive today because I completed a bunch of tasks that fueled my weak body to work out and activated my foggy brain to operate.` Saranghae ❣❣❣ After my shift, unlike what I normally do, I cleaned my room and organized my working area instead of jumping straight to my bed. I played with my nephews and dressed them in a girly outfit and add colors on their fingernails, yes I did manicure them and it's red lol. I sent their photos to their mom and let them sleep in my bed. I took my bath and prepared myself to go to Cebuana to refill my Gcash account. I brought milktea for mader dear and myself. She was so happy and she said she likes it. Lastly, I answered my brother's modules. There's a lot of activities to answer. I like some of the activities added, it includes mental awareness and drugs education and prevention. I have so much to tell about the topic because it is very interesting but I won't share it right now, maybe in the following days. So, you see, I did a lot. Charott, proud yarn? Anyway, too much for the chikaloka, let's talk about Lando. As promised, I will continue the story I shared yesterday about my workmate, Lando the weirdo to some. ***One Tuesday morning, he approached me and said...*** Him: I am so sorry about earlier. That's the reason why I don't want to open up to people because I know they wouldn't listen. I want to befriend them too like you do but you see, they didn't even pay attention to what I was saying. Me: No, it's okay. We're the ones who are supposed to say sorry. To be honest with you, I also had a hard time earlier understanding what you're trying to tell. I just can't connect as much as I love to. We are not familiar with what you're conveying to us and I apologize for that. Him: I see. Sorry. Me: Don't worry, I know that one of these days you will be friends with them. Just don't force yourself. You can talk to me if you want to share something. Understood? Him: Thank you. And you what, you're the first girl that I find so comfortable to talk with. You always listen and are very yappy. I like your personality. Me: Owwsss, really? You surprised me! And yes, I talk a lot. I can't stop myself from talking sometimes. Lol. We both laughed. It confuses me sometimes why he is so talkative when he's with me but is so silent when he's with the others. Probably, it is because I am too friendly? What do you think? Days passed and we get to know each other little by little. He is super fun to be with. I can't believe how powerful his sense of humor is. He became so open to me. He always updates me on what he's doing when he's home. He always send me the meals he cooked for himself. He's a real chef. I admire him for taking good care of himself even he's alone. Yes, he lives alone in an expensive apartment. I can say that his family is wealthy but instead of being dependent on his parents, he chooses to live separately and supported himself alone without asking anything from his mom. He reminded me also that he doesn't want to live with someone in his apartment because he trusts no one but himself only. He is afraid to be rob lol. He's afraid that maybe that person living with him will take advantage of him and steal his belongings. I laughed so hard because of those reasons but then I realized that he has a point. I respect his decision. To be honest with you guys, I love drinking coffee at work but is lazy to bring a tumbler. I always borrow my BFF's tumbler before. She nags me all the time and would tell me to bring my tumbler instead of using hers. I never listen lol. I continue using her purple tumbler. Lando knew about this without me telling him. He just noticed that I never bring one. So one day, he handed me his tumbler filled with coffee and said ***"Here, drink this while it's hot. I know you love that coffee. That's Kopiko Blanca! " I then asked him "How about you?" He replied, "Nah, I'm good. From now on, use my tumbler because you never bring one since day one."*** How thoughtful! He's very mabait talaga. There was a time also that I feel so cold because I was wearing a crop top, kita pusod na walang linis mga mamsh and sir lol. Then, he suddenly wrapped me with his jacket from the back and said ***"Use this".*** and he walked away since agents are asking for assistance. Another one, I skipped my breakfast that time and I asked him if he saw some burgers displayed in the canteen since he told me he went there. After asking, he left me with no answer, how rude. I just thought that maybe he didn't hear me so I just walk near my supervisor's station and nagpapansin as crush ko haha charoottt, ex-crush na pala haha. I was busy talking with my supervisor when someone suddenly handed me a burger. It's Lando, kaya pala siya nawala kanina kasi binili niya ko ng tinatanong ko. How sweet! He handed it to me and said ***"Eat this and drink the coffee I left on that desk"***, he's pointing towards the SMEs' desk where we put all our snacks. That was when the agents started teasing us. They would say that we look so bagay daw since we are both tall. We both laughed about it and told them that we are just friends, no more, no less. Since that day, something has changed. I noticed that Lando become more concerned with me. He always checks if how's my day and if I am okay. he sounds so interested and excited to know how I am doing. He told me one time that he wanted me to be okay always because he is worried. And was like, whhuuttt? Worried ka jan, I'm good dude! Haha I may not look good all the time but I am okay, I said. Then he replied, ***" You always look good naman".*** So hayun, natuwa ako sa pambobola ni manong Lando. To shorten the story, he courted me. Nanligaw si Lando, omaygas! I like him, yes I do. I like him but I can't give him the love he wanted. There's someone that I.... charroott! Basta diko sya sinagot for some reason. And after his confession, we stayed friends. Walang nagbago, para parin syang nanliligaw every day. I am so glad that he never changes. Weird talaga no? Usually kasi lumalayo diba pero sya hindi, ganun parin hanggang ngayon. Kakaibabe talaga si Lando. **Bonus Part! Our photo together with the mask on nga lang haha.** `He told me to take a photo with him and look at him. Wag ka tumawa, ako muna HAHAHAHAHA. I don't know if sinadya nya yan or ganyan lang takaga sya makipag picture lol.` ***~~That's all about Lando. Amen.~~*** ***Thank you for reading beautiful people. You always amaze me with your constant support. I appreciate your time reaching this part, hitting likes, giving upvotes, and leaving comments. Saranghae! ❣*** *God bless us all!* https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/lets-check-my-fs-e2956f9a#god-bless-us-all

@BreadChamp 17 October 2021

Good evening read-friends! I apologize for being inactive the whole day. I can't upload an article today since the internet connection at home is dead. I troubleshooted it for two hours but still not working. I will make a bawi nalang tomorrow. It's almost 11 pm na I have to doze off nadin since I have to wake up early for work tomorrow. Goodnight everyone. Saranghae ❣

@BreadChamp 16 October 2021

Lando. (Part I) Sat, Oct 16 ❣ ***Annyeongggg, awesome souls! Happy Saturday!*** It's been 3 days since my last bath lol. You know last month when I was not here in our place with my mom, I would sneak a bath even it's my period but now there's no escape. She knows. She always does. My mader dear will nag me for sure all day long if I will take a bath during my period. I don't know if your mom thought about "it" the same way but that is what she always believed. Like it's not good for us girls to shower during red days. Today finally I get myself clean in the shower. Charoott! We have no shower, but yes I took my bath earlier and it took me almost an hour before I finished. Coz, you know, three days of no shampoo is no joke, and imagine how miserable I am during those days lol. *Kala mo naman araw² naliligo noon eh di rin naman.* ***Now, I feel great! I can smell the safeguard scent on my skin, safeguard lang malakas! Haha*** Anyways, too much for my kadaldalan. Let's start the meeting na, charroottt article pala. This would be about this man who consistently messages me even after saying ***"no"*** to him. If ever you came across in my first article, it's about my journey as an SME of where I met this guy again. Yes "again" since I met him before. He wasn't mentioned in that said article by the way. https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/sme-c5606f7d Let's call him Lando. Why Lando? Do you know siliqueen's boyfriend on TikTok? Yes him! He looks like her boyfriend. Tap here to see them. https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSeNUByw9/ **September 2019** I mentioned that I met him before. It was when I jokingly asked my bestfriend to find me, someone, I can date since I am the ako nalang young natitirang single sa aming lima. She took it seriously and do you wanna know what she did after that? She asked all the boys passing through our cubicle like ***"Hey, are you single? Hey, are you looking for a partner? Hey, my bestfriend is looking for someone, anyone will do so long as you are tall. Hey, Hey, you do you have an older brother that she could date *pointing fingers to me* "*** I find it so annoying but she's enjoying it lol. She said that she will do her best to find me a pair. Then suddenly Lando passes by so she immediately asked him, ***"Hey, you single?"*** Of all people she asked, he is the only person who stops and responds. They both talked a lot like they're so close. And that's how we met. **June 22, 2021** We met again. He is one of the selected agents in our department who become an SME. Our task is to assist newbies endorsed in the production. I never expect that we will see each other again. On our first day, he approached me first and he talks a lot. He talked a lot about me and how I dressed before. I was surprised to know that he remembers everything. He teased me too about how loud I am when laughing and talking to my teammates. After all his chika about me, he then asked ***"Did you found him? "*** I was confused so I asked him back, I asked what was he talking about. He said that he is referring to what my best friend is asking for before, a boyfriend. I just laughed at him and said ***"No, I haven't found one yet."*** Fast forward, we become close and open to each other. Oh, diba parang close open lang haha. Pero seriously, I found out that he is an introvert. I noticed that he doesn't talk that much to the other SME's. He admitted that he's not fond of talking to people, he prefers to be silent and talk only if he needs to. Like when he needs to assist agents who are seeking assistance. Lando is a good guy but weird sometimes. Not everyone can relate to him. There was this one time that he shared about anime series that we are all not familiar with and most of us can't understand what he is trying to say. I can sense that he feels like no one is willing to listen to him. I honestly can't understand what he's trying to explain too. He suddenly stopped and went straight to the bathroom. His choice of words sometimes is not appropriate that is why some would laugh at him. And I know he knew. I feel bad about it since there's nothing I can do. Tuesday morning, he approached me and said... *To be continued...* `This is quite long na, I don't know how to shorten the story so I plan to write a Part II instead for you not to get bored about it. I promised to write one tomorrow for the continuation. I hope you will still read it. Feel free to say "Yes" in the comment section if you want me to finish this. Thank youuuu.` ***Thank you for reading beautiful people. You always amaze me with your constant support. I appreciate your time reaching this part, hitting likes, giving upvotes, and leaving comments. Saranghae! ❣*** *God bless us all!* https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/lets-check-my-fs-e2956f9a#god-bless-us-all Lead image source https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/273312271122147997/

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@BreadChamp 14 October 2021

"I can't connect. ", my brothers mumbled `Thu, Oct 14 ❣` ***Hello! Hello! Hello! Kumusta kayo? How are you? I hope and pray that you're all having a great day.*** Three days ago, 11th of October this month to be exact, I refilled data into my prepaid wifi. I used up already the free data that came with it. Also, I consumed the 7-day 12 GB data service loaded by Chinggut. The load runs out quickly since I connected my phone too. I surf and open a lot of applications every day which includes: Read. Cash Noise.Cash Facebook Messenger Tiktok Netflix and more I jumped from one app to another from time to time. Here is the dashboard of my screen time today. As you can see in there, I spend a lot of time on my phone. Even when I am working, I am holding it and always keep on scrolling. I got bored sometimes even I am working with a lot of transactions with my customers. I can't imagine a day without my phone. Anyway, I promised my younger brothers that I will allow them to connect their devices once I refilled my wifi on payday. They were so happy to hear about it because they can finally browse and use their phone without purchasing regular loads for data. Check them out. You will be amazed by their works. They're all fantastic writers. Just to let you know, all of them are addicted to this Mobile Legend game. There will be no day that you will see them not playing it. They're all loud and distracting. I hate it sometimes because they are cursing or saying foul words during the game. Some of the reasons that I have observed why they curse are because of a not-so-good player in their team, bad internet connection, and losing the game. But I find it funny also when I notice that every time they won the game, they would raise the phone volume into max level. However, when they lose the game, they will immediately lower the volume so that no one would hear the word ***"DEFEAT!"*** Lol! Going back, I finally added 40 GB of data into my prepaid wifi. They immediately get their devices connected. I was so happy to see their reactions. Their long wait is over. The moment they connected their phones, they asked me if they could update their device since it's lagging and they hated it. I said yes without second thoughts. But I reminded them not to connect to the wifi during my working hours because I am afraid that my tools won't run. I preferred to add the 40 GB because it has 15 service days. Meaning, it will reach until my next payday so yes, I will be able to refill it. On October 12th, I was shocked by what I saw. I always check the remaining data actually for me to be aware of my usages. And was shocked when what I saw. I can't believe they used up almost 15 GB in less than 24 hrs. Then I found out that they updated all their apps and downloaded other apps too which used up a huge amount of data. I found out also that they stayed late that night and were all playing mobile legends. They knew that the connection will be lost during the afternoon time, that's maybe why they stayed late. Well, I don't know exactly what happened next but I became mad at that time. That amount of data they consumed were too much. **I changed the WiFi password.** They were all shocked that time and wondered why their phone suddenly stopped playing. All I heard from them was ***"I can't connect ."*** I changed the password without telling them. I never heard any complaints from them after changing it because mader dear told them about what happened. I am just worried that the data will be used up and won't reach until my next pay. I am glad they understood that I need to save up my data because I don't have any extra money to refill the service. I feel sorry about what I did. I told them that I will just increase the amount of data next time so that they can connect again. *Am I a bad sister? 😔 I guess I am.* ***Thank you for reading beautiful people. You always amaze me with your constant support. I appreciate your time reaching this part, hitting likes, giving upvotes, and leaving comments. Saranghae! ❣*** *God bless us all!* https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/lets-check-my-fs-e2956f9a#god-bless-us-all

@BreadChamp 13 October 2021

Good morning, good morning! A morning shout out to you sir @scottcbusiness for renewing your sponsorship. Thank youuu so much for your support. May God bless you more and more. Saranghae! ❣

@BreadChamp 12 October 2021

Why fight for it if it's not worth it? Tue, Oct 12 ❣ ***Annyeongggg, awesome souls! How's Tuesday?*** Today is a busy day for me even it is my rest day. I did some cleaning in my room and also in our kitchen. There are a lot of things to do actually. As much as I love to finish everything in one day, I cannot. That is why I have to do it one by one.  We're  6 here but most of us are lazy lol, so we end up getting piles of chores to do daily which most of the time I am the only one cares to do. Nevertheless, I am so happy seeing the areas I cleaned. It is now tidy and organized. It gives me a peace of mind. I don't know if it's only me who feels this way but it's a different feeling when it's YOU who's cleaning. It always feels great. Okayyyy, enough about cleaning thingyy! Let's get straight to the main topic of the day. Due to a heavy duty earlier, my energy is nearly used up. I guess I will use my remaining 5% in answering this exciting questions initiated by sissy @buraryang1892 titled  "Is it worth fighting for? Random questions on a relationship". Click here for the link. https://read.cash/@buraryang1892/is-it-worth-fighting-for-random-questions-on-a-relationship-254ef6e1 *Alright, Leszzzgoo!* If your partner hides your photos on social media, is it okay for you? In her article, I commented this. I will put it here nalang since it's about this first question raised. Is it considered a one sided relationship if your partner is not 100% open to you? Not one-sided but maybe he shouldn't be not your partner na if that is the case. Because for me, if you love the person you have to share everything to him/her. Literally, everything. Magpa-partner kapa kung sinarili mo lang naman yung mga problema or kahit anong issue sa buhay mo. Gigil mo 'ko ha! Kidding pero seryoso (baliw lang), I will react like this if ever I found out that my partner is not 100% open to me. I want a relationship with no secrets. I'm here kaya oh, so please talk to me, I will listen. Ganern! You opened your partner's social media once, is it okay that your partner changed her/his login right ahead? Aba'y gags to, bakit mo naman binago? May tinatago? I will find it so obvious that he's doing malicious things if ever he will change his log in's because whyyy? The fudge! Bawal ka tumabi mamaya! Haha. Pero totoo, I will be hurt if ever my partner will do it to me. What will be his reason of changing it? Sige nga, sino ganyan sa partner nila? Don't be like that uy. Baka wala ka ng partner kinabukasan nyan lol. **Is this type of relationship already a toxic one?** Toxic? Di naman siguro kasi I will never ever stay with a person naman ng matagal if I feel like he's not treating me the way I should be treated. Meaning, di ko na inaantay pa na mating toxic yung relationship na meron ako.  I don't like to be treated like I can't be trusted. I will let you go without second thoughts if you make me feel that way. Ayaw ko ng ginagago ako. I deserve to be loved and respected. Is it still worth fighting for if you already tried your best in your relationship? Image source https://tenor.com/view/nope-gif-18810564 It's a no-no na. No matter how deep I love that person, if di na kaya, let go na talaga. Minsan kasi, kahit anong laban mo, kung di mo naman ramdam na mahal ka pa, useless lang. Or let say mahal ka pa daw pero di mo naman makita nor maramdaman kasi wala naman talaga, walang effort.  Mauubos ka lang lalo na kung yung pinaglalaban mo may iba ng gustong maipanalo.  When can you say that it is over? It is over na when I say " Ayoko na" even if my partner won't agree about it. So far, never ako nagsisi sa mga naging desisyon ko about ending my relationship. **Bonus part!** Do years in a relationship matter to you? My first relationship lasted for almost 4 years but we broke up, I break up with him actually. Saludo ako sa mga tumatagal talaga kasi napaka tibay nila. I know that they've been through a lot just to keep their status. But in my case kasi, ayaw kong pinapahaba yung alam kong mapuputol din pagdating ng panahon. Kaya wag nalang uy haha. And to answer the question, years don't matter to me. I don't know when will be the time that the right man will come. I am patiently waiting. Pero kung gusto mong ngayon na, chat ka sa akin lol. Let's be together puhon, sa tamang panahon. Alert! 1% remaining lol. It's 10:20 in the evening on my end right now and my eyes are asking me to close it na for a beauty rest, charottt rest lang pala haha. Thank God, I made it to the end. I am not sure if I answered the questions right but yan yung nailabas ng isip ko eh, yan yung kinaya haha. ***Thank you for reading beautiful people. You always amaze me with your constant support. I appreciate your time reaching this part, hitting likes, giving upvotes, and leaving comments. Saranghae! ❣*** *God bless us all!* https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/lets-check-my-fs-e2956f9a#god-bless-us-all

@BreadChamp 12 October 2021

Annyeonggg, ate @Jane! Thank youuu so much for renewing your sponsorship. I am so glad to see that a veteran writer is supporting my works. God bless you po. Saranghae! ❣

@BreadChamp 10 October 2021

Laban lang! 10|10|2021❣ *Laban lang! Fighting! Fightuuuu!* I keep missing out! I hate myself sometimes for being so unproductive. My mind and body no longer have the same enthusiasm that I had before when I was just starting here. I remember myself giving my 75% attention to this platform before. I always have time to read articles, communicating with other awesome writers, and writing my own works too. This month, everything has changed! I just woke up one day with no interest at all in everything which includes: My Performance at Work Having no interest at all in work affects my performance. Before, I would always love to render max overtime for work but now I am fine with no OT at all. I am so consistent in getting good scores and surveys in the previous months but just this October, my green and happy scorecard turned into a bloody and messy one. They said that we have to free our minds from problems when working so that it won't affect our performance but jusmeyooo marimar! It's not an easy task to do. If only I can do such, if only lang talaga ,huhu diko keri mga mars! Di talaga! But I'm trying, still trying. ***Laban lang!*** Self-care I dunno exactly how and when it all started but all I know is that I don't care anymore if I look good nor feel good. As you all know, I have some skincare products to maintain a pimple-free face but now I don't care if pimples will stay forever on my face. I just don't care anymore. All I want is to rest and rest and rest which I can't do for myself. Also, I don't know anymore if sleeping for hours would help. Because even if I slept for 24 hrs, I would still wake up with a heavy heart. My eyes are closed but my mind is wandering around. I overthink a lot which made me worry too much. I tried to stop myself from doing it but I can't help it. Pero kakayanin ko 'to, ***laban lang!*** Read.Cash and Noise.Cash Activity If you've noticed me before, I always spend time here every day and every night. I love everything in read and noise. Not only do I earn money but also I get to know amazing people whom I never expected to support me in my journey. I honestly learned a lot of things here. It's too many to enumerate. I was so consistent before in writing and spending time chatting with other writers. I always have that excitement opening my bell notifs and communicate. That behaviour of mine vanished in a snap of a finger. It's hard to explain but I always feel like giving up. I believed I shared it with you already so let's just cut it here nalang hihi. I become inactive for days now and still feel so empty. I can't breathe properly. Have you tried this? Like even breathing hurts my heart. I am so tired that at times my heart is screaming and the next moment it feels numb. Pero ***laban parin!*** `Let's see how far I can go to fight this war. This battle is between me and myself alone. I always encourage people with this "laban lang" to keep them on and now I am saying it to myself.I apologize again for all this nonsense co-writers. I just can't write anything with colors for now. I promise you, one day once I am totally okay, I will create and share some inspiring and worthy to read articles.` *Lalabanan ko 'to, kasi pag ako sumuko, ako yung talo.*

@BreadChamp 10 October 2021

Good morning! Good morning! I just wanted to give a quick shout-out to @MegaKyodaiBanrai for renewing his sponsorship. Thank youuuuu, Bry. ( I really thought before that you're a girl but after reading some users calling you "Bry", I checked my comments from your previous articles coz maybe I called you " sis" hihi sorry) Anyhow, I appreciate your support so much! Saranghae! ❣

@BreadChamp 9 October 2021

Sun, Oct 10 ❣ Annyeonggggg, master @TengoLoTodo! You shoookkttt me with your sponsorship renewal. Gomawo! You made my day! Saranghae! ❣

@BreadChamp 8 October 2021

Happy Tooth! 10|06-07|2021 ❣ **Annyoengggg, awesome souls! Keep shining!** Time check, it's **3:00** in the afternoon and I am here inside our very own Tabogon Hospital. I am so happy that the dentist is available today. Last week, I came here with my younger brother for *tooth extraction* and *temporary pasta* **(dental filling)** but was advised to take amoxicillin and mefenamic first to resist pain during the operation. Medicines are free, yey! Today, I came here with my brother and nephew. I went inside and was advised to have my BP checked first. They let me rest for a while and then boombayah, they said I am too dehydrated. I honestly don't know how to read the result lol. So, I asked if it's okay to bunot my ngipin with the result shown and they said yes, it's okay and I just need to drink more water. They wrote the result on a piece of paper. `(I feel asleep while writing this last night, so I have to finish it today nalang hihi)` We then go straight to the dentist and informed him that we came here last week and now we're here again, ready for operation, ***charott confident, sana di masakit.*** My brother went inside first for dental filling sana but doc said na it needs to be extracted na talaga. He was hesitant so he asked me, I answered yes right away haha. I told him not to worry since there will be anesthesia before extraction. He agreed and the operation started. After injecting the anesthesia, I was asked if my nephew was done with free fluoride application. I said no, so he then told me about it and let him do the process. While waiting for the anesthesia to take effect, he clean and brush my nephew's teeth and apply fluoride right after. I was so amazed by him, he let my nephew understand what he's going to do and told him about the materials to use. ***Kaya naman yung bata, nag eenjoy sa operation imbis na matakot kasi nga di nya kilala yung tao hihi.*** He was so happy that his teeth were cleaned and was given a free toothbrush. Sana all. My brother went back inside and get himself ready. He looks so nervous. This is his first tooth extraction by the way. After 3 minutes, it's all done. I asked him if it hurts and he said no, nothing at all. He feels numb. He was so happy that finally, it was removed. ***Gumache no more.*** It's my turn. He checked the tooth first, applied some bitter paste to my gums. Let it sit for a minute then he applied anesthesia. We waited for about 7 minutes and get started. This is my third time. I am not nervous anymore. He started to dig with the use of his tools and I can feel my tooth moving. I feel a bit painful but it's tolerable naman kaya keri lang. He continued but it's painful this time. So, he applied another set of anesthesia. Oh mama Mia! This time, he injected it on my hard palate (ngala-ngala). It stings for 5 seconds and I can really feel the needle and the liquid spreading, jusmeyo! Haha. We waited for one minute and back to extraction. He is having a hard time removing it because my tooth is cracked in half and his tool can't hold my tooth properly. Struggle is real talaga sa pagbunot si doc. He's sweating during the operation. And finally, my tooth was removed, yehey! I want to share sana how it looks but I think that it would be disgusting to see kaya wag nalang. I smell it and it smells you know na haha. We buy ice cream and milk tea right after because it's good for the gums daw sabi ni doc. Milk tea with no pearl yung inorder namin, baka kasi ma shoot sa hole yung black pearl haha. *What a happy tooth day it was! Haha* ***Thank you for reading beautiful people. You always amaze me with your constant support. I appreciate your time reaching this part, hitting likes, giving upvotes, and leaving comments. Saranghae! ❣*** *God bless us all!* https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/lets-check-my-fs-e2956f9a#god-bless-us-all

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@BreadChamp 8 October 2021

Fri, Oct 8 ❣ Thank you for blessing my day with your kindness and support @King_Gozie and @buraryang1892. I am truly happy to see your sponsorship renewal. God bless you two! Saranghae! 💗

@BreadChamp 6 October 2021

Thank youuuu, Rusty for visiting me after two days. Miss me? Miss you! Hahaha. Annyeongggg, awesome souls! 🤗

@BreadChamp 5 October 2021

How's work? 10|04-05|21❣ *Hello! Hello! Hello! How's Rusty? Charot! How's your day? I hope you're doing great today.* On September 26th, as you all know, I decided to work for good here in Tabogon. I am now with my family. I placed all my stuff inside my mini room as soon as I arrived and arranged my working area and make sure to place the modem near my window to get a better signal. I was so happy the moment I see my prepaid modem showing signal bars, it means that I can work smoothly. I really thought it would go smoothly with no issues with the connection. I was so excited to work knowing that the prepaid I purchased will not be put to waste. The first modem I tried using was Globe prepaid and now I am using PLDT Home prepaid. PLDT worked great on my first day, it has 1 to 2 signal bars at night and full bars at dawn. I was really glad about it. I usually render 2 to 3 hours pre-shift over time, that would be from 8 pm to 11 pm local time. Then, I will work full 8 hrs for my regular shift which is from 4 am to 12 noon. So obviously, I can only sleep 4 to 5 hours at night. **So what happened after my first day?** Of course, I logged out at exactly noon, attended our Monday meeting, then shut down my PC and unplugged everything except for the wifi. My phone was connected to the WiFi and I can say that it's great. No lags. No interruption since last night that it was connected. I enjoyed using my phone because it's rare to have good coverage in our location. It has 10 GB free data access, valid until October 1st. So, I have 6 days to utilize it. I did not allow yet my brothers to connect to the WiFi because I am afraid that I might run out of data and I have no more extra money to refill my service. I told them that I will let them connect to it once I have it refilled on my payday and it would be this 10th. Going back, after my shift, I was still connected to the WiFi and so I enjoyed my time surfing the net. I was on TikTok when the video I was watching suddenly stopped. I tried to refresh my app to see if it will work but it did not. I tried accessing my other socmed account and the same thing, it's not loading up. And then I realized, my Wi-Fi got disconnected. I was so confused about why it stopped, I was supposed to have a lot of data remaining. I checked the modem and there I found out that it's dead. It is showing **NO SIGNAL BARS** with the red light blinking that really pissed me off. I was then worried about it, I was so afraid that it won't work again. So, I phone Chinggutt about what happened and asked for help. It was around 1 pm when it stopped working. I still have my mobile data so I looked for YouTube videos that could help me with troubleshooting. I found one video that was showing exactly the same scenario that I was having. I followed the step-by-step procedure seriously. It works perfectly fine in the video presentation but it wasn't working on my end. I thought I did it wrong so I tried again but still, it wasn't working at all. I can't remember how many times I repeated the process. I ended up giving up and let it die haha. I was so done with it. It's almost 4 pm but it's still not showing any changes. So, I just unplugged it totally and sleep. It's eating up my patience. I thought that time that if it won't work again then I will just go back to the city instead. I woke up around 7 pm and tried again, hoping that it will work again because if not, I will be absent from work by tomorrow. And guess what, IT WORKS! I am so happy and I thank God for hearing my prayers. I spent almost one thousand on that item, it would be a pain in my chest if it won't work again. To cut it short because it's getting longer than I expected lol. I found out that the WiFi doesn't work 24/7. It only works from 7 pm to 1 pm. I don't know why, ***kulang ata sa bakuna yung modem, charot lang.*** Overall, I am still glad because it works great on my scheduled work time. My only problem here in our province was the unscheduled power interruption that would definitely ruin my work, salary, and performance. And I can't afford to be absent from work. `I guess, this would be all for today guysssuuu, it's too long na, ayaw pa naman ng iba ng mahaba, charrott again, labyuu!` ***Thank you for reading beautiful people. You always amaze me with your constant support. I appreciate your time reaching this part, hitting likes, giving upvotes, and leaving comments. Saranghae! ❣*** *God bless us all!* https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/lets-check-my-fs-e2956f9a#god-bless-us-all

@BreadChamp 3 October 2021

What's inside my head? 10|03|21❣ Image Source https://www.verywellmind.com/how-to-stop-thinking-negatively-3024830 Earlier this morning, I was so hesitant to open this platform for I might change my mind. I have a fixed decision last night after publishing my article that I will quit. I am used to open noise.cash first whenever I access my phone. I always post my morning update in there. This platform isn't excluded, I planned to stop using this one too but I don't know why I opened it this morning while working and even post an update. There's something in me that is doing something out of my plan. I said to myself after posting it "I thought you're quitting, why dare to post some noise huh?" and then smiled. That smile is unexpected, I have never smiled since last night. I guess I am going crazy this time. I am about to delete my post after such a thought but the bell is shaking in red and is tempting me to open it. Red means some users noticed my post already. I want to disregard it but it never happened. I tapped it and took my time to interact with them. I enjoyed my time talking to them and that's when I decided to think again if I should quit or not. I closed my app after it and then I saw read.cash. I opened it with my hand shaking. I don't know why I felt nervous that time. Maybe I was afraid to read your comments about my post full of dramas and all. While reading your thoughts about my supposed to be the last article made me cry. I was crying and was thinking again that I am going crazy. I don't know if I should behave that way but that's what I feel that time. I just feel like letting all my tears flow. My tears dried and I realized things after reading your comments and concerns. This is what running in my head that time, "Don't quit, take a rest and start over again when you're ready". This will sum up all your answers to my question last night. ***To you, all of you, I don't know how to thank you all for the support that you gave me. I never thought that I will receive so much love and care from you all. You are a blessing to me. You all save me from drowning myself in sadness and pain. I will be forever grateful to have you guys in my life. I may not meet you all yet in person but I know how good you are. I can feel all your sincerity. Thank you for giving me full support to continue and grind again.*** ****Goals for this month:**** `I decided to set some goals to motivate myself more.` ▫ Write at least 15 articles (I know I can't write anymore one article every day because I have to take time to rest as well. So I decided to write and publish a topic every other day.) ▫ Read at least 10 articles a day ( I will make sure to keep interacting with you guys by reading your articles.) ▫ Like, Upvote and Comment (Of course, as always, I will maintain hitting likes, giving upvotes, and leaving comments every time I finished reading your awesome works.) ▫ Earn at least $1 per day in Noise.Cash (I am not so active in noise compared to read actually. It is maybe because I meet RC first and get so in love with it. I will try my best to post at least 3 blogs or updates in a day and interact with other noisers.) ▫ Add at least 5 new writers to sponsor. ( I love sponsoring new writers because I know how it feels like when we are recognized as writers in this amazing platform. It's a great pleasure for me also everytime I receive "Thank you" messages from them.) I am sponsoring **16** amazing writers currently. And I also have **19** awesome writers who sponsors my work. |Check them out! They're incredibly impressive. *To you, my ever-supportive and impressive sponsors, I will try my best again in writing. I always did but I know it's not that satisfactory compared to others. I thank you all so much. May God shower you with so many blessings in life. Saranghae ❣* `So now here I am! I am trying my best to start again. Thank you for letting me stay. I love you all so much.` *Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. ❣*

@BreadChamp 3 October 2021

Thank youuu, dahling @dziefem for renewing your sponsorship. I'm so happy with the blessing you shared with me. May God bless you more! Saranghae ❣

@BreadChamp 2 October 2021

Should I give up? 10|01-02|2021 ❣ *Annyeongg, awesome souls!* Yesterday, I did not write anything because I thought of giving up writing articles. Yes, you read it right, I decided not to write anymore. I have so many on my plate. I can't focus on doing things that I used to love and enjoy. In a snap, I feel like doing nothing. I am tired. I wanna rest forever. I even thought of quitting my job. It's been months since I feel this burden inside. My heart feels so heavy every day that I always cry a lot because of it. I don't know what to do anymore. I am trying to convince myself to think positively and wish that everything will be okay. I am tired of pretending that I am fine. Oh God, I'm crying again. I am so sorry for all this drama. I just want to let it out. The rain is pouring so hard outside and the thunder is so loud and wild. Before, I used to enjoy the rain. I love it because the raindrops seem to be music to my ear that I want to listen to forever. It calms my soul but now, I don't know. I don't know what to do anymore. People would say that I am doing great because I am working, that I can support my family, that I can buy them things that they want and need. I am happy to support my loved ones. I will do everything for them. I would sacrifice everything for my family, that's how I love them. I would agree with them that I am doing great. It makes me happy hearing those compliments from them. But there are times that I can't say that I am. It is maybe because I am not feeling good. I feel so weak. The enthusiastic side of me is gone. While working, I can say that I am doing no good at all. Everything is affected. I can't work properly. I remember one of my customers saying that I sound so weak while assisting her and even ask me if I am okay. Upon hearing those, I burst into tears with her on the line. She comforted me even though she doesn't know me at all. I failed to finish the transaction we had and she asked me to be transferred to someone else instead. I am supposed to have a meeting with my mentees after my shift but I didn't make it. I just wanted to jump into my bed and sleep. I feel so drained. I feel tired of everything. I am really sorry for all this nonsense. I have no one to talk to at the moment. I don't want to bother other people as well. I choose to write it down instead. Thinking about all my problems is like I am killing myself from sadness. I am now alone in my room with the lights turned on. I wanna cry out so loud but I am afraid that my Nanay and siblings will hear me. God, help me. Why am I like this? Am I the only one going through this? My sight is so blurry while typing this. I can't help myself but cry in silence. *Should I give up?* ***I apologize again for everything I said. I just. I don't know. I don't even know why I am saying this all to you. But thank you to those who finished reading this. I appreciate you all so much. I hope and pray that I will be okay soon.*** Lead image source https://bigthink.com/neuropsych/mentally-exhausted-solutions/

@BreadChamp 2 October 2021

To my awesome Kuya @ARTicLEE, thank youuu so much for your renewing and upping the sponsorship. I will never forget that you're my first sponsor. You've been super supportive since day one. God bless you po Kuya. Saranghae! ❣

@BreadChamp 30 September 2021

Missing you four! 09|30|2021✨ ***Annyeongggg, awesome souls!*** September is about to end in a few hours now. Time flies too fast. It seems like yesterday when most of us here set our goals for this month and now we are about to say goodbye to it. I hope you meet your targets because I failed to fulfill some of my plans but it's okay, it's really okay. Things happen and we sometimes can't do anything about it. I am not gonna talk about how my September went today and what had happened in 30 days. It will maybe just stress me so let's just skip it and move on. Well, I'm not saying that it's a horrible month for me, some of my days are good actually but most of it is you know haha, as I said, let's move on. | Check them out. They will surprise you with their awesome works. ❣ This article is about me, **missing my BFFs**. We haven't talked that much this month because we're all so busy with our work. **We're five**. Two of us are staying in our province while the other three crazy buds are in the city. We are all working hard to support our families. We planned to meet like a hundred times already but it never happened. We are all excited to meet but our schedules always say **NO** to us. We almost meet one day but one of us informed us at the last minute that she couldn't make it. We can't blame her. She needs to rest since she has to go to work and we don't want her to suffer. Our plotted dates keep on getting postponed and I badly want to see them and spend time with them, even just for one day. Since we can't make it yet. I messaged them again in our groupchat to set another date. While waiting for there replies, I checked our group photos. Here are some memorable ones that I found. `(Some of our pictures, ungooo was not around because she always hangs out with his boyfriend that time and now they're not together anymore.)` `I really hope and pray that one day we will see each other. The last time that we spend time together was during our college graduation. Since then, we didn't get a chance to see each other, I am referring to the five of us in one place. It's more than two year's already huhu. I miss them so much!` How about you guys? When was the last time that you hang out with your BFFs? Where was it? How was it? Did you miss them? Or are you still friends? charrott lang, I know you're still friends. ***Thank you for reading beautiful people. You always amaze me with your constant support. I appreciate your time reaching this part, hitting likes, giving upvotes, and leaving comments. Saranghae! ❣*** *God bless us all!* https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/lets-check-my-fs-e2956f9a#god-bless-us-all

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@BreadChamp 30 September 2021

Annyeoonggg ate @FarmGirl! Hihi, thank you for renewing your sponsorship. You're always supportive in all my works and I am super thankful for that. God bless you, ate. Saranghae! ❣

@BreadChamp 30 September 2021

What a surprise! 😍 I was really shocked when I saw your name in my notification. Thank you so much @scottcbusiness for the sponsorship. I am so happy. Thank you for your support. This made my day! May God bless you with more blessings. Saranghae! ❣

@BreadChamp 29 September 2021

Module, Module Muna 09|28-29|2021✨ *Annyeonggg, awesome souls!* *Happy Wednesday! Happy nga ba? Anyway, dapat happy happy lang, okay?* Alright, so I just logged out from work and I was glad that I was able to finish it despite having an unstable internet connection. Working in the province is great since you will be with your family but ang bitter ng internet uy huhu. I was stressed yesterday because of it, that is why I failed to write an article again. Let's forget about it nalang baka ma stress na naman ako haha. So, yun na nga, since I am done with my shift I will write about something na today. I will share with you guys sana kung anong nangyari pagkarating ko dito sa amin. Pero bakit sana? Hanggang sana muna tayo today dahil dito. These are my youngest brother's modules. Ang dami diba? He said that the test questions aren't answered yet. This we're given to him last week I guess but up until ngayon, guys jusko, isang subject pa yung nasagutan niya huhu, opo isa pa lang. My older sister @QueenatHome is the only one who can help them before but now that I am here, dapat tumulong din ako. I have three young pasaway brothers na nag-aaral. I mentioned this one already before. At dahil lahat sila nag-aaral pa, meaning to say, kanya kanya din ng modules. Ang dami ano? Haha So going back my youngest bro, he is a Grade 5 pupil. He knows how to answer some of his modules but he admits that he's not certain if he can answer it all correctly. Kahit naman siguro, nangongopya pa nga ako nung college eh haha. Kaya naman, we started to answer his modules na. We started with the English subject. I checked the lesson first then the test questions. Upon checking, nalaman ko na ang daming tanong guys, grabe andami talaga. At oo nga pala, diba I told you na these were given last week diba? So, I asked him when will be the submission day? I was shhooooktt to the max when he said ***"I have to pass these tomorrow, tangyang."*** ***Tomorrow? As in bukas? Bukas na bukas talaga? Huhu*** I told him na, "Goodness Maria! How can we finish this all? Sa sobfang dami talaga, I could tell na mahihirapan kaming tapusin lahat. Pero imbis na magreklamo ako ay agad namin sinimulan. We began answering the English subject. There were 6 activities to answer. Questions are easy to answer naman kaso ang dami talaga. Okay sana kung diritso na sa module sasagutan kaso hindi. He needs to write down the answers in a separate paper and he has a single notebook to answer the questions under assessment. I finished answering all the lessons in Chapter one. There were three lessons to answer by the way and it consist of many activities to complete. I was about to answer to get the Math modules when suddenly remembers that there must be an answer key. So, I immediately check every last page, and there hahaha jusko, all the answers are there! I feel so happy and at the same time, naalala ko katangahan ko na naman. Haha, pinapahirapan ko pa sarili ko eh may answer key naman. But even though there were answer keys every lesson, I still double-checked the questions and answers to see if it matches or if it is correct. I remembered din kasi na may answer keys na mali-mali naman yung sagot. Well, so far tama naman lahat kaya I advised my brother to follow the format given and answer it all. Problem solved. Time check, it's **8:25** in the evening. Naidlip po ako kaya diko natapos. I also noticed that he's not done answering it all yet. Dapat talaga kasi sinimulan na nyang sagutan yung iba nung mga unang araw kaso hindi eh. Saka na gagawin kung deadliest deadline na huhu jusko, manang mana ka sa akin. I hope and pray na matapos na tung pandemic para may F2F class na para di na sila mahirapan sa mga lessons. ***Thank you for reading beautiful people. You always amaze me with your constant support. I appreciate your time reaching this part, hitting likes, giving upvotes, and leaving comments. Saranghae! ❣*** *God bless us all!* https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/lets-check-my-fs-e2956f9a#god-bless-us-all