Pre Monday Anxiety!

Tomorrow is Monday, the weekend is going to an end and I need one more holiday. I have to go on the job by tomorrow. I wish I could take leave of one day from job.

On the other side, I am thinking I am very ungrateful. when I was jobless after MS and was resting at home 24/7, I used to complain every time that I am getting bored!

My mom, dad, and elder brother asked me "don't take the gap, and apply for ph.D. it's your will whether you are applying in Pakistan or abroad. but I want to take a gap". I don't want to go for further education over here. As you all know how much education is expensive in Pakistan.

Now I am employed Alhamdulillah, spend long weekend but still want one day more. This may be because a little child is still hidden inside me hahaha.

Today was a productive day. I woke up around 10 am and made my favorite cheese omelet by myself. Then I applied Aloe vera gel on my hair, after applying aloe I had to wait so I did a deep cleaning of my wardrobe and packed 80% of summer stuff. As I have to travel to another city early in the morning so I packed my bag with winter stuff. Then I washed my hair and cut them short as they are growing so long and they were irritating me, especially at night.

After lunch, I enjoyed playing ludo with my family members. Then my sister said, winter are approaching us and its time for our cat's vaccination. We should bathe him. Will you help me by giving bath to him? I said of course I love my cat then we both bathed him ( He doesn't like bathing, he became angry when we put water on him so it is usually difficult for a single person to handle him). After having a bath he was looking cute and his Fur was shining).

Right after Asar, I feel like my stomach is demanding a burger. I opened the fridge and came to know we are out of burger stuff as it is just the beginning of the new month and we had not bought the grocery yet. Then my heart insisted to order a burger but I didn't order, because i have to dave money this month In Sha Allah. It's the 2nd of October if I start spending my money by today then how can save it for other things? Then I thought I should divert myself from food so I went for food of soul that is reading!

I am fond of reading novels, especially Urdu novels. So I read my most favorite novel '' Halim'' written by Nimra Ahmed. This is not the first time I am reading this novel. I have read it so many times. It took 3 hours to complete the whole novel.

My mom asked me what I want to eat for dinner. I said I will make dinner for all of us. She got surprised because I don't like doing house chores and I am very lazy plus ladla bacha of the house. She said this will going to be difficult for you.

But I love taking on challenges, I jumped in the kitchen area and made food for everyone.

Everyone liked food so much, especially my father. Then we all sat on the balcony of our house and gossiped for straight 2 hours. I offered Isha prayer now I am in my room writing this article and thinking about tomorrow. It's time to sleep. see you in the next blog. bybye

(i forgot to click pictures of food 🥺)

Lead image and In-text image is captured by me.

Your's Truly,

Bella.bch