A gay fell inlove with me Part II

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Since that moment, I can't look at him from eye to eye because it's way too awkward and my heart pounds uncontrollably. He became distant with his peers and to my surprise we all noticed that he is no longer wearing any headband and liptint. His aura is so manly now, and we never saw that side of him before.

Every day I received a sticky note mini paper in my arm chair with a note "Good Morning Princess". It made me flattered thou and I am always excited to go to school because of that. Weeks passed, he approached me first and asked me "Can we be friends?". I just nodded and he smiled. He is so handsome when he wear a smile. We became close friends after that, he always accompany me during recess time and treat me even though I already refused.

Christmas time has arrived and he gave me a present. I received a pair of scarlet colored doll shoes and a customized bracelet with my name written on it. If you asked where it is now, I lost it and I don't remember why. I appreciate his effort and I also gave him a penshoppe gray plain v-neck tshirt. He was so happy and wore it right away. And on February 14 year 2012 he confessed his feelings to me and gave me a bouquet of pink roses flowers with kitkat chocolates at school because it's my favorite. I got embarrassed and I feel like my entire face is turning red. He courted and waited for me for almost four months. And yes we became legal couples. At first many people criticize our relationship and others are very supportive. We were so happy at the very beginning. But a huge trial broke our treasured relationship.

After a year of being a high school sweethearts/ lovers. His family decided to return to their birth place located in Cebu. It was so sudden and I can't imagine my life without him. He wants to meet with me for the last time but I preferred not to see him because I got so depressed and I don't want to see me like that. He went to our house for three days straight but I didn't showed up. It better than that rather than seeing him walking away from me. It so painful and I can still remember the pain of being left back then. I received a lot of text messages and calls from him but I blocked his number. We don't have a proper break up. It took me five months to recover and heal you know, he is my first love and until now my heart longs to see him once more even though he has his own family now. Well, I stalked him on Facebook and I found out that he got married last year and has a pretty baby girl with his gorgeous wife.

I feel happy for him but the pain was still here in my heart. As long as he is happy now with his family it's more than enough for me. That should be me huhuhuhuhuhu. Maybe we were just noy meant to be. That's it! This is not a happy ending but I know everything happens for a reason. The only thing that I regretted was not saying a proper goodbye to him. It's too late but that's how it is. Thanks for reading.

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