It's a hectic day for me and a stressful one, but it is finally over now. I finally got back to my room and confined myself again in the four corners of this room until I get bored. I didn't make an article last night because I wanted to review for the entrance exam but I just end up watching piano videos to calm my nerves because my anxiety was about to get triggered again.

You know when anxiety works, it would never stop until it ruins my day and nervousness will turn into guilt afterward. After listening to a few songs on a piano version, I fell asleep and woke up at 5 am. I continued what I have reviewing but I just reviewed a little. Now, I surely would just like to say, "Bahala na si Batman do'n sa score ko."

Back to the challenge again.

The challenge that I'm still on even the month will already end in a few days. 😆

Ways To Win My Heart

I don't have high standards like requiring my suitors to be tall, dark, and handsome. Or maybe, they will come from a family of prodigy, pedigree, fame, and money. Well, that standard will be only seen in Chinese dramas because that's literally the standard of rich Chinese families, like in Crazy Rich Asian movie, if you have watched it.

I'm not that choosy, either. I just want someone,

• who can understand me.

It's a requirement! Well, that's because I'm a complicated one. I'm not like any other girls. I'm not doing reverse psychology like typical girls and I'm frank. If you can't understand what I'm saying, then you probably get butt hurt and just leave right away.

What I think, is my rules. Don't argue without a valid reason. Charr. In other words, I just go on my way. Don't compare me with other girls. You can't find any reference for me from there.

Mostly, I'm just being random. Sometimes, I like that. Other times, I hate that. Sometimes, I'll eat that. Other times, I'm sick of it that I wouldn't even look at it. Sometimes, I'm kind, patient, and generous but other times, I confess I can also be evil. That's why don't mess with me. Charr.

• who can vibe with me.

Music is an important part of my life. If you can't vibe with my tastes, then you can't ever make me love you. 'Cause, I would always be plugging earphones and listening to what I like than to talk to you. Also, a book is the greatest gift. Why wouldn't it be? Just one of these on every occasion, and I'll be super happy that I can marry you if you want me to.

• and who is patient enough to understand my imperfections.

Well, I have a lot, and who doesn't have this anyway? Just by my looks, I already have a dozen. I wouldn't just name it here. Just by my attitude, you'll discover a ton of it. Well, I'm moody, straightforward, sometimes harsh, and snobbish. A lot of my relatives are even calling me maldita because I argue with them if I have something to say and I would snob them whenever I want. Who would ever have the interest to notice a Marites and Marisol?

But it doesn't mean that I hate them. I just have a world of my own that I didn't want to get distracted by normies and toxics. Sometimes, I also break down that I would cut off all of my connections. I'll confine myself alone in my room for days, then I will just get out okay again.

Sometimes, it's just a phase that I have overcome to become normal. Other times, it is random but it can also be a cycle. If you can't hang with me like this, then you can't win me.

Here is Day 17!

Others are foodies, but I'm not. You can't make me notice you if you'll just offer me food. You have to offer me coffee, not food 'cause I'm a coffee addict. Either you want to be friends or suitor, that's always the thing that I'm looking into someone. It is because I already learned my lesson that I wouldn't force myself to turn myself into someone I'm not just to fit in. So, if you would to enter my life, then refer to my conditions and make some adjustments. Lol.

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