Eternal Sin

So many very unexpected things happen in this world. Everything that either happens naturally or may actually be intentional is made that way. And this is actually a secret that isn't a secret anymore, in fact, we no longer hide anything from them, but something that becomes a secret because we are so different and can be hidden. say it's not something worth doing. I don't know why that difference has become something special in us, something that is so precious and kept its authenticity.

All of this that we went through for two weeks and even reached one month in a dwelling, was so very short because now the pleasant things can no longer be felt.

The meeting at first was very ordinary, looking at each other with normal eyes, then moving on to introductions with a natural one, because in reality, we are indeed different. Our status and world are different, so different.

Remembering it made me smile a little, because with a bit of disbelief at what had happened back then.

In the second week, everything that was normal has now become unusual, from where we started to understand each other, sometimes with a deep gaze full of meaning, getting to know each other with all their respective backgrounds, without exception with the existence of family status. We feel there is a match with the conversation that slowly leads to a big question, "Is it true or wrongs?". Trying to unite our perceptions, statuses, and even our very different worlds, we try to attach and combine them in a bond called 'Love'.

Inevitably, sometimes everything we do feels bland, doubtful, but unfortunately, it's only fleeting. Entering the third week, it has been seen that we are like humans who don't feel wrong, and everything just goes, we are always alone wherever our feet go, don't want to be far, don't want to think about anything else, the main thing at that time was that we were everything and always together no matter what.

Then in the fourth week, it grows even more without thinking about the risks, with all the consequences, with all that is felt, from the smell, in the pleasure, and the beauty, everything that happens seems true and becomes something special. It grows more and more deeply rooted in our hearts, in our mindsets. I don't know what we were thinking, whether it was covered by that feeling or because of what?.

A moment shows that we are not human anymore who are afraid of everything, afraid of God's rules, afraid of ethics about making love, afraid of family, afraid of principles as good people, forgetting everything. As if we were not afraid of sin, in fact, we were not at all worried about the people who would one day be hurt by our behavior. Making a very important moment and has erased my identity as a human being, her lips are so sweet, her lips are seductive, with her seductive curves, in her arms tightly, kissing her lips tenderly, the sound of her sighing, all of that is so deeply entrenched in my mind. It's become a regular thing at that time, which she often gives me coloring the last three weeks in the house we live in. We feel there how the most beautiful temptations of the devil we enjoy as a family. Slightly smiled with arrogance at that time. However…

Now we are no longer like at that time, we have been separated so far, I have returned to the family I have, my wife and one child, and she has also returned to her lover who has been she's fiancé for a long time. Everything is now lost in time. All of that has become a mere memory that is stored in my mind as well as in her. I say…

"We started apart, we have not been able to be together since we met, what we live is also not a bond, which can bind our identity for four weeks there are only a few stories without norms in the beauty that we live in life, all of that is like flowers that bloom in the rainy season and then fall in the long dry season.”

To this day the memory is stored so neatly in a story full of an eternal sin. A love that will forever be a secret of living in this world, and will be covered at the end of the day.