Just to earn

Hello, frenies out there I hope everyone was tottaly moved on from the election kasi nga Sabi nila tapos na nanalo na ang manok na pula haha. Let's stop the quarrel about that issue the only we can do now is to accept and support who won the 2022 election, anyways this issue is exclusive only to Ph but let's stop talking about that.

Today is Friday and May 13, headache and feeling sleepy always hit me this day that's why I'm not that active today because of what I felt, I only purchased Php3,599 for the units and 1k plus in accessories. It is difficult for me now to be active since headache keeps me always irritated, headaches always hit me after a lack of sleep the night, I feel like my eyes are burning and that feeling that you're like always carrying a heavy thing in your head, and that's what I felt today and right now but still keep fighting for today.

This is how looks like outside when time hits 6 pm, I love to go outside at this hour, I thought before that buying is an established town where is we can see a lot of establishments like Mcdo, Jollibee and so on but when I started to be here I'm amazed of how peaceful this place most especially at night, unlike other places that even nights people will still roam around but here it's different.

Sometimes I want to put the sign closed because I feel bored sometimes waiting for customers to come in boredom drives me to crazy actions like I want to sleep during duty hours but I stop myself from doing that and I don't want to get fired also.

I don't know yet if I love what I'm doing, I don't know if I love my Job coz sometimes I feel like I'm doing nothing in a day but full of pressure due to it's critical sale. despite everything, I endured all coz one thing I realized if I quit that a lot of people need rk to earn, a lot of people searching for work, and a lot of people want this work that's why I'm still here. And one of the reasons why I'm not leaving my work coz I remember how I crave to work before, I remember how difficult to look for a work where we can earn, I remember how I struggle to complete all the requirements most especially it is expensive also to start over again.

Have you also feel Yung parang nakakasawa din to start over again, adapt new environment again. I know na may mga bagay talaga na pinapangarap mo sa una like ako gusto Kung makapasok ng trabaho, gustong gusto ko to before but time pass by I realized na " masaya nga ba ako dito? O pinagsiksikan kulang sarili ko. May mga bagay talaga na masaya lang sa umpisa hahah.

Anyways enough for this and hanggang dito na muna, sakit ng ulo at parang napakabigat na ng mata ko now time to sleep early na.

Thanks for dropping by :*