Forty Pesos
In our life, it is normal to us that sometimes we prefer being alone or to become lonely but to focus on the things we need to do to survive, being alone doesn't always mean that we don't need the other people in our family to be with us but we only need to be independent one to stand alone without their help.
Today is January 30, 2022, and tomorrow is the last day of the month. In this article, I just want to tackle my current situation now of being alone living in my boarding house, I can't deny the feeling of being lonely sometimes, that feeling of after my duty to work no one is there to talk to, I eat alone, washed my only plate alone and above all, I can fall asleep alone without any person to talk to personally.
I accept the sad reality of being alone and being lonely sometimes but as of now I'm facing the more challenging point of being alone, I thought I can handle everything alone but as of now, I think I need someone. what I'm facing now of being alone where I need the help of someone is the following.
Money
Being alone without money is a very difficult one and a serious factor to survive in life. why is it and how serious is money is my challenging concern now of being alone? It is a very challenging situation for me as of now because I only have 4pcs of 10 pesos cash and yes I only have 40 pesos as of now in my pocket. Saan aabot ang 40 peso ko? haha, btw Being has 40 pesos in my pocket is not a bad situation you know what? coz this is not my first time but I experience this a lot of times going back to college days. But honestly, I have little earnings too in my coins wallet, so I think this is my last option? but I allotted these savings for a purpose so I will never touch this for now, so where do I get money? that is my concern that only time can answer haha.
Rice to Cook
Aside from money, I'm struggling also with where I get rice to cook haha, it is a very funny situation where even rice to cook is I'm out of stock of it, so how can I survive? how can I survive without money to buy food and even rice to cook? and yes as of now not only money but also rice is my main trial of how to survive this crisis of mine. How can I survive without eating, maybe I just going to practiced in one day na walang eat? Just kidding only hihih.
I can't let myself to die because of hunger, I have options to do by tomorrow to survive this crisis of being alone. for now I realized how hard of being alone without an enough money to support your needs like Rice to cook, Water to drink, dishes that you want, and so on. Ang hirap even shampoo natutunan kung tipirin hahaha. Anyways since I'm not ready yet to die and most of all I don't want to die also because of hunger due to there is no food to eat haha. since I want to survive here's my options I need to do as of now;
Withdraw my Lil earnings
- I swear to myself before that I will never touch my earnings because I already allotted this savings to someone or something important but maybe I will break that promises for now, I just badly need to survive and that is important among all the promises Lol.
Go back to home
- As I've mentioned above that if we choose being alone it doesn't always mean that we didn't need the help of others, so as of now I need the help of my family๐ Aside from the help I missed them too.I missed how we eat together, I want to go home also for a while since tomorrow is my last day of work and after is my day off. yasss makakauwe narin. I ran out of everything but my family is always there where I run off in terms of challenging days of being alone all.
Salary
-Since I've been working for 10 days and the the the last day January 25 is the cut off I have a 5 days salary in my work since every 15 days is the release Of the salary so I'm Included to the employee who will get a salary. I think I will end it here.
Thanks for reading ;*
I also experience being alone when i worked in ormoc, i also struggle with my budget as the salary is 15/30, luckily someone trust us there and let us lend some rice from her sari sari store ๐ . But for being alone in a short time I learned to be independent and budget my money but sometimes though you budget it wise Sometimes it still not enough๐