My feeling about Rusty absence

July 2 2022

I was feeling sad today because rusty is really cold with my articles, tho I know the main reason but still part of me is nagmumukmok(huhu) and also I know that my write ups are not great naman tlaga.

Its been how many days that he never visited my article and I keep on praying that one he'll make pansin naman may article coz I feel demotivated but I know if I stop writing maybe he'll forget me totally, thats why today even my laziness is attacking me, and I told myself not to publish today and just read more articlesand interact, but still part of me is telling me to write even just my hinaing, and thats why I am here today writing these blog, pero I had read about 5-10articles na before writing this kasi nga nagdadalawang isip talaga ako and at the same time demotivated and laziness(daming nararamdaman ano hihi).

Now that I opened up my hinaings the heavy feelings was a bit lessen and I need to recharge myself and be motivated again, I should remember that because of noisecash and readcash everything in ny life change charrzzz, but to be honest readcash and noisecash became the answer to my utangs(debit/loans) wayback 2019, if not with these two platforms baka hanggang ngaun baon pa rin ako sa utang coz my partners income is just enough for our basic needs so how can I pay for it.

Kaya I need to stay and be active here kahit rusty is feeling cold with me, coz its my way of showing how grateful I am to be part of readcash. I know rusty will be back active soon if the BCH did a great move, but for now I need more patience and show my love for the platform my staying and keeping active and interact more with the users.

For my sponsorships, for the meantime I am asking your understanding coz I dont have fund in my wallet anymore but once rusty pay a visit with my article I will start renewing my sponsorships with you. Please bear with me for now.