I love you, I miss you, I really do

February 5, 2022 14:12pm

February 5, 2005 marks a very special day with our family not because we have something to special to celebrate on but because its the day that you leave us physically in this world.

If I remember it right, around this time 2pm in the afternoon when your soul starts to travel somewhere far away, but yet you are keep coming back because you are waiting for us to come home, and your daughter in-law was on your side and whispered in your eyes that if you want to go, just go to end your sufferings, soon your kids will come home to see you, after those words you start travelling again, and after the long wait you never come back.

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Today marks your 17th death anniversary, and still the pain is here with us, but I know we all should be happy now because you are with our creator, and you are one of the angels there, who guards us in every single seconds of our life. By the way I have something to tell you, you have many apo's(grandchild)now, coz most of have our own family, we are a big family before and its getting bigger now hihi and some of them are already grown up they are all smart, beautiful and handsome kids, I know you never met them in person but for sure your spirit meet them already coz I knew you were always there looking at us from time time.

Sorry for not visiting your grave for past years because we are in pandemic for how many years, there are so many restrictions, and travelling in any part of the country is not that as easy as before, so we hope you understand us, but soon once all the restrictions is voided and the means of transportation is easy we will surely promised to visit you there, for now you will be the one to visit us first wherever we are hihi,or maybe just be present with our dreams(just kidding).

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Wherever you are now, please dont forget that we really love and miss you, and we mean that, we may not be a perfect family before you gone and until now, we sometimes fight and argue but at the end of the day we still have each others back, and thats what family is all about, the family you build in this world. Please don't worry about Mama we are always here for her, just one favor to ask for you, please tell God to let Mama stay here with us for many more years, coz we badly needed her and we have many plans for her that we never did for you, so sa kanya na lang kami babawi. Thats all! I love you, I miss you so much.

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