Guilty feelings

March 25, 2023

Have you ever felt that you are useless, not because of whats happening with your life but useless in the sense that you dont have the capability to help your family who are financially struggling these days.

Actually thier struggles starts on the last quarter of last year but last year they can still manage to survive even its not that easy.

This year, after my brother was hired tbhis work, I thought they can live the simple life without thinking that no food for tomorrow, but what happened is the opposite of what I am praying for, because my brothers work is not as good as he expected, the salary and food allowance that had been offered to him was all fake, they did not give it to him and he have no choice but to resign and look for another job, all the efforts and money he spend going to work was usedless because they did not cater it.

Even I was just chatting with my Mom, I can feel how hard thier life today and feel so guilty because I can't help them, and its killing me really, the feeling that you wanted to help but you dont have the guts to do it because what you have is enough for your own family, oh no guilty feelings makes me tremble.

What I can do right now is to give them hope that one day, this hard life will come to an end, all we have to do is to be patient for now and hold on tight as family because its the only way to overcome it.

Closing Thoughts

Learn to save because we never knew what is life after tomorrow, being ready financially is the best way to welcome the future, because as we observe money is what keeps us alive today, every move we make it involves money, thats why saving it the right way to do it.

I always told my brother many times to do so, but he just answer me yes but still keep on spending too much especially with wants and now he is struggling financially and he can't run with those people whom he spend his money.

I just hope he learned his lesson today and starts listening to me to start saving for himself.