CANCER... this crappy disease has killed the person that I loved....

Base on a real life situation..

Way back 2013, when my 3rd sister diagnosed that she have a KIDNEY CANCER.. it really breaks our hearts.. I wasn't in the Philippines that time.. I only see her through video calls....

She smiles so wide before.. but when she knows that she has cancer .... all her smiles lessen.. she got depressed too.. she always read articles in internet how to cure cancer....

But instead reading on how to cure cancer... she reads some negative articles about cancer.... They even.... removed her kidneys..

Year 2014,,. She regularly do chemoteraphy... the result is not as positive as what we saw in televisions..

She becomes thin after a year... she loss some of her hair... some of her hair becomes white....

November 2014,... my parents went home to the Philippines to see and take care of her.. they stayed with her for 2 months before going back to California.. at that time she smiles and her health went back to normal..

But

March of 2015,.... She called our first sister (who's with me here in California) requesting that she wants to see me again... coz i never had the chance to visit or go back to the Philippines since I came here in California in year 2011...

She's already weak at that time.. she just lying in her bed.. with oxygen tank beside her.... our 1st sister allowed me to go to the Philippines to see our sister..

Me and my mom arrived in the Philippines on March 16, 2015... I have the time to take care of my sister.. but its too short for me to take care of her...

I remember.. when her oxygen tank was empty.. we drive her to the nearest health center so that she can breathe properly...

We also buy extra oxygen tank coz 1 tank only last for 8 hours.. per day she need 3 oxygen tank..

Before she left us... she smiles.. and talk and make jokes tooo... she even treat us some snacks...

April 1, 2015 It was April fools day.. but not for us.. my sister left us at 8:35 in the evening.. my mom doesn't want to turn off the oxygen tank.. but we don't want to see our sister suffer more.. bcoz of cancer... we all sad and cried so much.. well i cried alot.. until her coffin arrived our house..

Our father arrived in the Philippines by April 6, 2015... and that time.. he saw her daughter lying in a coffin..

We say goodbye to her in April 11, 2015.... We always miss her and she's always in our hearts...

I REALLY MISS HER.. I MISS HER LAUGH... I MISS HER SMILE... I MISS EVEYTHING ABOUT HER... :'( :'( :'(