It is sad to be at the top of productivity and then take a turn and see how everything collapses little by little, the truth is all a matter of luck I will never know my investments fell my savings dwindled survival is the key will be transient I will not know everything becomes so ephemeral and it is clear that return other things is more than clear I hope to see the light at the end of the tunnel in this abysmal and stormy denouement