Why do you only dream when you can start that dream? We all live in one big box and we all start from the bottom. If you want something big, you have to start from the bottom, because that's the only way to get out of the mass of mediocrity. The whole process is difficult and that is why a very small number of people choose this trip. There is no secret door, you have to be patient, it takes time to go through a certain process. The problem in you is when you feel that something is difficult you give up. If it was easy everyone would be great. It won't be easy, but if you want something, fight for it and tell everyone it's not over until I REALIZE MY DREAM!