You are my reality

The intense wishes to get you close Sometimes it gets dirty. Reality comes in front, I lose my self, I don't know why so much fear about you, Yet again and again I run to you I want to say it out of mouth I love you, I can't, I am a soldier of a defeated life war I try a thousand times Couldn't win the fear of losing you. You know you are! Sometimes I feel like you are there Invisible your one hand my arm is loud So much courage in the chest, yet the reality defeated me The does. Yes the dreams are on the highway of my chest head down Walking by the way I look at their tears, I know these dreams may be expected The dam of achievement will not be filled with a broken smile May be the dreams won't say it with a smile I got you close May never say, You are not in my emotions, you are my reality