At the beginning of the relationship, I told my boyfriend that I had never had sex, and I lost my virginity with the help of a dildo. I didn't lie about virginity, but I had regular intimate relationships, but only with girls. It would have been possible not to say anything at all, but I was just afraid to fall into the dirt in front of him, because I had no idea at all how to have sex with guys, how to behave and how to handle a dick, a REAL dick.