My husband's illness makes me very depressed. I lost my job three years ago, I experienced very ugly things. I have recovered a bit, but I am still taking medication. Now his illness has worsened again, we have no income, he breathes through an oxygen machine, his illnesses have been going on for 23 years. I'm tired, tired of life.

A lot of things suffocate me, it's hard for him but it's hard for me too.