Hi! I've been reading and commenting but other than that I haven't really posted in a bit so quick update before bed. 6 weeks clean and continuing "recovery". I've had money to take one grandchild shopping with me every Friday. We make a date of it with lunch and some side shopping for things they need. It's been everything I have wanted to be as a "Grandma". I have been taking the advice from members in this group and my other group. Trying to "focus" on me and MY ISSUES. Trying to remember as well that I need to show appreciation and greatfullness to those who have been on my side and supporting me through my addiction. I like "Me" better for it. Remembering that yes I caused pain but now... I'm doing what I can to be what they need in a partner, Mom, Grandma. I still suffer from my ptsd, withdrawals and other issues but I have more control over my "reaction" and as each day passes.... they get weaker. This is MY PERSONAL WIN! Have a Great Night and I truly hope anyone still "active" finds their own way to a happy healthier life. It doesn't always have to be the "Rollercoaster". But we do each have to make that choice for ourselves. 😘🥰🥰🥰
I hope you are still doing fine and keep focusing on your needs. It's hard but needed if you want to be you. To me it is more than anything else.
That doesn't sound as if you care about yourself, your needs. 🤔🍀💖