Preoccupation reasons and lost ideas

Hello wonderful people, how are you feeling today?

Lots of things happened to me yesterday and it still affected me till today. So back to the title, its Sunday already? I didn't see this coming. Maybe I waa just too busy through the week and I can't remember how monday to friday happened, nor I can remember things that happened during those days except friday when I felt very tired and sleepy but I was just glad that i was productive in my work after I did a little sleep in my table. I

I can't find a thing to call the situation that I am in right now, I just turned 28 last November and then my desire to draw and do some other things that I didn't do in my younger days grew. Am I adulting or something? Or maybe my husband did something to make me come out of my safe place? It's always him that encourages me to do things and appreciate everything that I do. He is my number 1 fan and he always will be.

This might be the reasons that I am so occupied these days.

I have lots of time now

Since I am familiar with my work already and I know how to do things easily especially when I sometimes decide to leave them on the side first and maybe make an article or two on the few hours at work then do it during the last few hours of work or maybe I do the reverse, depending on my mood and the level of importance of the papers that has to be done.

I am willing to go out of my comfort zone

My husband has been very supportive of me since day1 and sometimes I am encouraged by him do do what I wanted, even supported me in crochet by giving me money to buy for yarns and crochet hooks, appreciated everything I did and even told bragged everyone of his friends about my projects and sold a lot. There was even a time when he had befriended pharmacy staffs and sold 6 crocheted sling bags and 7 crocheted bonnets. Those helped us buy my son's milk during his first year, but that didn't last long, some were reassigned and I ran out of yarn. Lols

When I got interested for drawing, he allowed me to buy pencils, I bought a set of 12 pencils and I was very glad I found it that was sold under 50 pesos or 1 dollar, I did not bring my works at home but I did get some pictures of it and as ever, my husband appreciated every drawing that I do.

Maybe these two are enough to justify why I am preoccupied these days. But there is noise.cash and read where I got to spend time too. But every time I am home, my kids will borrow my phone, it gives me time and vacancy to cook dinner without them clinging at me, risking them to get poured with something hot that I am cooking. But when we are done having dinner and I get them to bed w hich takes me almost an hour to get them to sleep, sometimes I fall asleep too. Actually there are lots of ideas coming when I am taking my kids to go to sleep, I wanted to jot them down as they come but they will ask to borrow my phone again every time they see it in me, so the ideas are gone without a trace and will be very hard to remember them again.

Sometimes, I would wish for my kids to grow faster so I will have free time but I realized that having time spent with them is much more important that any of my wants and sometimes, my needs.

(I was just lucky that as I am finishing this article thta had been sitting in my drafts for over 3 weeks, I finally got to finish it now with my kids playing b cheersaround me and letting me do this.

Anyway,thanks for reading by this far. I hope I can get back here later. Have a good day