Lots of Distractions

Hello Read.cash friends! I hope you are well nad happy. I am well and happy but I feel tired; there is nothing wrong with my life, I mean I chose things and I am happy about them.

So I have shared with all of you in my previous posts that I am about to take a civil service exam to be eligible to work at government offices because it would be best to work in a government office before retirement; as you know pensions of the government staffs are higher than those who work in private sectors, right?

I have been able to apply online and in person in the past few days admit was successful. I wanted to do a self-review because I could not afford to enroll in a review center; and because it's been over ten years since I finished school, it felt like everything is new to me.

Also, I also had a bad environment for studying, my workplace is very noisy and they don't care a bit. Home is not a good place to study as well because my kids are always asking for my attention and I just can't say no to them.

I downloaded hundreds of videos about math and I was so bad about it. I mean I used to be good enough to solve math problems but it's really different now.

There is so much on the plate ad I could not bear to eat them all.

I felt pressured, I wanted to learn it as fast as I could because days are selling so fast and I don't want to fail on my first take; it would be very depressing.

I downloaded free PDF files of reviewers too but I have very little time to answer them, and when I do, I just get frustrated because I can't answer math.

Now Valentine's day is coming and there is a part of me that wanted to crochet flowers to sell, and I am at war with myself to delay my plans and earn later.

My heart misses here too, good thing I could vent out my feelings here and express my worries in life. I miss you all, I just wish I could make some more time with you.

I had lots of distractions; I wish I could refine what I put il line with my priorities and be firm with them.

I'll see you all around, keep safe