It's been a month since I last posted using this account which is already 8 months old here in read.cash. I have forgotten about this account for too long, and focused on my new account which is 2 months old today. I am able to recover this account but not the wallet address so I'm starting again front the top. Rising again, I want to start it with my random thoughts of the day.
No one’s life is perfect. It has flaws, shortcomings, imperfections, and such. On the other hand, it also comes with laughter and tears. Life is about living to its fullest. and living to be happy, not just for yourself, but same with your neighbors.
It was found that the average person has about 12,000 to 60,000 thoughts per day and out of that thoughts, 80% tends to be negative. People loves to think and think until we get paranoid or overreact to some unsure thoughts.
Sometimes, I thought of living on another family’s roof. What if I’m not born in this family? Will I still be happy? Will I still be “me”? Problems lead us to something interesting yet unpleasant notions. Sometimes, we are fascinated by gratifying fantasies which pushes us to turn our backs to reality.
Those “What if’s” we have made us hesitate to try something new. We’re always timid to face judgments, criticisms or opinions. We’re always uncertain. Only few might have the courage to surpass those undefined questions – and that few are those who I envy the most.
I’m happy with the life I have, but what if there’s more? Questions have been popping in and out in my mind which sometimes made me feel unsafe and anxious. I want to take another step out of this box. I want to find myself, where I belong and who I really am. I really wanted to…
