Fear

Worst is there's no other place to go. You can't stay at school, stay outside on the streets, you have to go back there.

Yeah, so most of the time, I just stay inside my room. It's my happy place, which actually sounds sad for other people.

My room wasn't a happy place or safe either, not even when I was in bed. It was better if my mother wasn't at home. It might sound sad to many but on the same hand, many do live in a room because it is the only happy place there is. 🍀💕

Yeah, we just have to keep going still, because someday all this suffering will be rewarded one way or another. 🙂

I have strong doubts about that reward and no longer count on it neither on justice. People love to close their eyes for reality although they enjoy someone else's misery in a movie or who knows in real life as well.

I agree and it's very discouraging that people close their eyes to run away from reality and it ultimately takes away your trust in humanity.

I saw them stand there and watch, teachers included and will never forget what the police said. Nothing has changed since that time, people still watch and those who do report do it in cases where it's not needed. Just to bully someone because it can be done anonymously.

All adults and they fear their own life more.

That's the sad state of our society nowadays and we can't change that anymore. So we just have to be better persons than them because most people aren't really acting like humans anymore.

The only thing you can do is taking good care of yourself in the first place. If we all do this, feel better and care and love ourselves the world will be a better place. Not one filled with threat and envy. 💕

Yep, and if everyone else does, maybe we'd be able to have the kind of peace that we yearn for.

I hope so. 👍

School wasn't the greatest place to be but at least there's peace of mind plus you know you can sit down and your desk is yours. You have to go home but never know what to expect. 🤔

Same here, there are bullies at school too. Before I used to stay under a tree alone in school, and have my peace of mind.

It is what is needed most. Peace of mind... and what they try to take away to break you, the possibility to think clearly for a moment. What struck me most is no one cares.

Yeah, what a cruel world nobody cares and I think they even enjoyed it watching us being frustrated.

Some figured it out. I met them years later and they feared her. Once an adult man approached me in the shop. He asked if I was... He stood there in the shop and cried and couldn't stop crying... It was five years later and perhaps for not even one year, not on a daily base...

I've never met people who could be like this. It must be from the difference in environment we belong to

Why did he cry-

I doubt these kinds of people are promoting themselves as such. They are quite charming which means no one believes the child. Once they feel tricked or abused it's too late.

He cried about what he saw and had been through and I assume he couldn't cope (his brain) with it. Perhaps he was too sensitive, perhaps he felt guilty by not acting and believing her, perhaps...

The kinds of people I'd never hope to meet. But then one would never know on a superficial level

The abuse got that bad?

I hope you never will and if you recognize them in time and keep distance. 🍀

I will do that!

The safest place there is. The corner behind a long curtain or a closet on the ceiling. You better not cry it won't help. My mother wasn't a single mother at that time, she worked, had a housekeeper... There are always excuses if you are looking for it but these are small excuses, cheap excuses. She could go to her room, ignore me but she chose to scold at me and hit me. Not just for a period or because I made her angry once in a while but because she liked the power.