its 1:19 am and im here lying in my bed looking at the ceiling of my small room, thinking about the hundreds of what ifs and all the opportunities i let go just because i couldnt trust myself more. it actually felt weird, thinking about it, thinking how i could do better if only i was at my best condition, if only the world didnt decided to fck my life that hard. i really dont know why im writing this. maybe because i need to let it out before it consume me or maybe because i just want to. But one thing is for sure, I hope the teenagers right now wont let their lives be like mine, I hope they will live their life to the fullest - like how i wish I did mine.
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ughyannie
ughyannie
4 years ago
Lead life to the fullest does not always bring peace. Because that time we sometimes make mistake when we try to do everything in our own conditions.
And dear, please do not lose hope. You are still alive and have much time to prove yourself not to others but to yourself. Try to cheer up your mood by doing what you love to do.