To those that I love
If I disappoint you in any way
or made you feel like you're not enough
It's because I believe I'm not enough myself
you are not to blame,
you're not doing anything wrong
nor do i expect anymore from you
the way I feel, the way I'm acting
the way that I'm living are all things
I must change myself
no one can fix me or solve my problems
I know this but knowing it,
and believing it are two different things
you ask what do you want from me
you don't understand that,
you're trying to fill a void in me
that is bottomless
and must be repaired by me
what do I want from you
I want you to live life
to never second guess yourself
to never paint yourself in a corner
like I have
to keep your head above the water
never let disappointments , led downs
criticisms you ,
I want you to let every good in life
outweigh and outshine every bad in life
I want you to be free ,
I want you to live.