Hey!
I was just checking on you.
It's been a long time I've seen you
or called you or aaa.....
I was just missing you and us
and the love,
which I thought would last forever
I know it's pointless,
to talk about something that's not there
and will never be,
but aaa... I just kind of miss you.
It just feels so heavy and cold and hollow
I can't get over the idea of you
not being next to me holding my hand
looking at me with your hazel eyes
with a shimmer of hope for our future
I know it's probably useless to tell you
about this,
because I don't own the place in your heart
as I once did,
But...
I just can't let the pain go away
It's just eating me away
But aah.. I just wanted to tell you
that I miss you and I'll always do
but I know you don't want me around you
And I try not to
but I feel so helpless at times
And I just can't resist the urge to see you
for one time,
and listen to your voice and...
I should just probably go now
Because If I say a word or two more I'll break
and you'll feel pity for me
so...