the suicidal girl pt. 3

First part: https://read.cash/@sheensheen13/the-suicidal-girl-pt-1-3696b17a
Second part: https://read.cash/@sheensheen13/the-suicidal-girl-pt2-c15ed4a7

This is the 3rd installation of my story.
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There is a reason why I always eat outside: the people on the house I live in never wants to eat with me. Sweet, right?

Anyway, I enjoy the comfort of my room so I quickly went inside and I got the diary that I've held on for a year now and looked at its remaining unchecked list. Few more things and I am just done with my life.

I almost punched myself once I read the freakin' cheesy and sentimental tasks left to do and I can't help but curse internally because I am sure that I can never do it.

NO. WAY.

NOPE.

NEVER.

1. Give a compliment while eating with someone that they'll choke or stutter because of it *evil laugh*

2. Airborne kiss

I wanna turn myself into a mental hospital right now. I just wanna be swallowed by the floor. I just wanna die alone!!!!!!!!!!! Obviously, I need a boyfriend to do the second one so I am screwed. Have I mentioned that I really am scared of socializing? The boys in the school are scared of me. No one wants to be my friend because I am a weirdo! Why did I write such impossible tasks????!

Sorry, Suhara but I'd rather die right now than have a boyfriend. Being single is the best decision I ever made you know. This is the end of my suicidal bucket list and I'll just disappear soon so no hard feelings for me coz I quit...

I am sure I was gonna quit....

Until one rainy night, just when I was looking up and feeling the raindrops on my cold face, I heard a guy say..

"Do you want to get sick...or worse...die?"

He hit the spot and I just knew... he will help me die without regrets.

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