This feeling grows inside me
Which I always hide and kept in my diary
Every time you appeared to me surprisingly
You turned my sad world into a sweet melody.
My life that full of misery
You bring hope to it each passing day
I can't understand why I felt this way
If I knew you can't do to stay my way.
You were a guy that was hard to understand
A heart so selfish, a mind so unkind
But no matter how I wished to forget you
You're always in my dreams, making me fall for you.
We became friends in quite sometimes
When you courted my friend whom you truly loved
I knew I must be happy, but what's this line
Saying it hurt's and make me sad.
Many times I told myself, stop loving you,
Stop thinking of you, stop admiring your presence too.
When you look at me, I don't know what you wanted to be?
The smiles and sparkles of your face,
Have a lot of meaning to me.
I know I don't deserved you to be mine,
So I will sacrifice my own feelings and leave it behind.
Though it really hurts me deep inside maybe,
I'll just say I have a right love at a wrong time.
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